I've been doing a lot of soul-searching since arriving here. Finding a Christian church here really warmed my heart and made me feel a lot more at home.
I was in a rut at home. Just pining over my ex and obsessing over whether or not to get back together with her... maybe this was God's way of taking me out of a self-destructive situation and putting me somewhere new to start over?
I know people roll their eyes at the strength of my faith, but I truly believe this.
So, now's the part where I start putting my focus back where it belongs: on my music and on finding someone who will actually appreciate what they have in me.