Freedomtown IC

I've been doing a lot better recently. With my grieving, I mean. But today's been rough.

Not even sure why. Today isn't any kind of special day, nor the anniversary of anything. I just had this... horrible feeling of loneliness when I woke this morning, and it hasn't gone away.

It's like all day, I've just been craving the feeling of being held, of someone who loves me reassuring me everything's gonna be alright.


Whitney Dean-Ramirez
Hey, Whit. Think we could get together for lunch this week sometime? I miss my sister.

Ginny and Tess have been amazing. Caring and sweet, but also hard and stern when they need to be.

I don't feel like it's an exaggeration to say they're saving my life. Because I'm not strong enough to do it myself.

Ginny's been helping me turn to music rather than alcohol for my pain.

I was sitting in the kitchen this morning after breakfast, and started thinking about my love again. Instead of looking for booze, I grabbed my acoustic guitar and did this. It's an old favorite of mine, and the lyrics fit my feelings right now completely.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6IEL4WowdPI

What's that you say? The Red Sox are tied for first place in the AL East? YOU GODDAMN RIGHT, BITCHES.

Red Sox Nation for life. Fuck the Yankees.

Hey everyone! How we doing today?

Hopefully everyone's in as good a mood as I am. I got my song for the fundraiser album all done, I have a smart and sexy girlfriend to spend my evenings with, and I'm almost done putting my new band together. God is good.

So this wasn't Umbrella and there's no zombies. Still can't shake the feeling.

Now I'm glad we planted all those peach trees around the palace.

I always forget she's gone until I try to text her again. The gem really sucks.