It came to my attention recently that someone I care about was afraid I might be a suicide risk.
Rest assured, that is not the case. No matter how miserable I feel, no matter how empty I feel inside, I am a survivor. I may not get to live the life I wanted to live... but I'll still live whatever is left of it. I am going nowhere.
Elena Our daughter from the other reality disappeared. I don't know if you had a chance to meet her but kind of liked the idea of having a kid with you.
(The bouquet pictured below was delivered to Judith Grimes this morning, with a note saying "Just thought a beautiful girl should have some beautiful flowers. Hope to see you soon. - Scott")
I should have signed up for the musical this year. I totally missed the mark on that one. But, I did enjoy going to it and sitting in the audience. I will definitely be making the next round of auditions.
This baby inside of me keeps kicking my bladder to the point where I am going to the bathroom a million times a day. I am so ready to for this baby to be evicted out of me.
You know, people are right. Pregnancy does make a person glow. I mean, I'm not all for the bigger clothes because I am practically wearing circus tents about now. But, I am enjoying all the aspects of being pregnant. I am so glad I am able to give two people a gift of love. Only about 12 weeks or so left to go.
School is seriously kicking my butt. With all the papers that I am having to write and the research that I'm having to do I am practically a hermit not going anywhere or doing anything.
I can not wait until school is over for the summer. I fully plan on relaxing all summer and not doing anything. I deserve it, along with spending time with the most amazing boyfriend ever.