I'm not the best at communication, but I feel that I should be explaining myself a little better.
You're not the only one getting bullied at school. I was already getting it for being quiet, but it's been coming down on me tenfold ever since it went public that I like you.
Which... I do.
But the thing is, you deserve better. I can't handle being what you want nor need. Everything in me has been screaming at me to tell you that you would have been better off had you just stayed with JR. She was the one that got through to you when I couldn't, and you threw it all away over a misunderstanding. That broke my heart in ways you couldn't possibly imagine.
You see, the funny thing is, I'm actually not into girls. Like... at all. But when I kissed you? It was because I wanted to. I liked it. It made me want more, but I knew that I wouldn't be able to give it to you. It surprised me that I was able to do that much.
That being said, I would really like it if we could continue being friends. If you can't handle that, please just say so. I promise that I will understand.
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