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Jul. 30th, 2020 at 9:48 AM
It appears I will be remaining 18, though I do have knowledge of the next 11 years of my life. In exasperation, my mother once said 'what I would give to know what I know now at your age'. I am not certain she would actually want this. The foreknowledge feels like choices are set though I have not made them.
The bank will honour my employment as long I wish to continue to work with them. I have my memories of what to do, so they do not seem bothered by the sudden age difference. I suppose I do not need to finish school.
[Dominique]
I have the memory of telling you that I will love my children, no matter what age I am. I can honestly say that I was not lying.
I do not yet love your father, because I do not know him, though I have memories of doing so. But you, your brother, and your sister are still mine.
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The bank will honour my employment as long I wish to continue to work with them. I have my memories of what to do, so they do not seem bothered by the sudden age difference. I suppose I do not need to finish school.
[Dominique]
I have the memory of telling you that I will love my children, no matter what age I am. I can honestly say that I was not lying.
I do not yet love your father, because I do not know him, though I have memories of doing so. But you, your brother, and your sister are still mine.
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