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I can’t remember any time in the last several months that I’ve been this happy. He wants me, all of the sudden after all, and the boyfriend is out of the picture!!! Correlation? Clearly, there was one, but now the temporary madness is over, and he wants me again. I clearly don’t have to move out, or have a hideously awful Christmas, alone, or anything like that.

AND my godfather is here, and while I can’t PROVE that there is anything going on there, it does look likely. It’s as if I’m actually being given a real
family, not forced to be near someone who wants to push me out of my own life. Of course, there is the chance that I wake up tomorrow, and I’m nothing again, and still losing my father, but, it was nice to have the last few days if nothing else.

I’d quite forgotten what it was like to matter to someone who I’m related to, you know?

So I'm guessing no christmas?

I'M HEIR AGAIN!!

And I have a friend, but more importantly than that...I actually matter, after all. I'm not an afterthought just because some people died and the line of succession changed and people DO care after all.

Don't ask me to explain the specifics but it's established now, and here I am, among other fantastic news, like my aunt turning up here and liking my father but he's not running around all hours of the day and night and going days without speaking to me either, so it's MUCH better than the last fool he kept company with. It's like there's a fighting chance at last.