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So, I get out of my class and I have missed calls from my husband and Rachel. I find out that my father in law is in the hospital.

He's.... I can’t lose him too. Not when I need my family. I still can't remember everything.

I love college. I am so glad that I'm finally here. It felt like I would never get to college.

And now here I am. I love my classes too. Life is finally going great and I am so much less stressed than I was.

BEST.NIGHT.EVER.

There's always something special about the Tonys, but actually being in the audience as a member of the community, seeing your friends and colleagues winning and celebrating the power of the theater is the most incredible, most moving, most AFFIRMING thing ever.

I love my job, I love my people and I love our big, weird, amazing stage family.



Reminding Groban where he'd seen my face before? Was also pretty funny, I'll admit it. He's seen my Quasi, but obviously didn't remember judging years ago back in Ohio and...kind of fun, all around.

Maybe someday I'll be up there too but being, well, in The Room Where It Happens is beautiful enough tonight.

I am working hard on so much music. I'm thinking about skipping college and focusing on my music.

But I got a job at Barnes & Noble so I can help pay my medical bills. I know how stressed out Kurt was trying to pay them and dealing with me being sick.

I don't want to have him take it on all by himself.

I've had the worst headache for 3 weeks now, and my doctor can't see me for another three weeks. I feel going to hospital would be a waste of time.

I don’t know what classes to take in college. I was planning on majoring in music. I still am.

But there are other classes to try out, you know? And it’s almost my birthday. A little over a month. I'll be 20! I can't wait. One more year closer to being 21.

Oh my God. Oh my God. I have my memories back. All of them. Dear God I feel nineteen again.

Kurt

I love you. I love you I love you. Where are you right now? I need to bang you into next week.

I forgot how much I like Panic! At the Disco. They’re totally great. Very theraputic.

I keep... I keep dreaming about.... they just left me there.... I could have died. Two times in my life and I'm only physically 19. It's.... every time I close my eyes I see it...

(OOC: comments may contain non con discussion and the car accident)

Do you know what I love? Air. And the sun. They're both pretty amazing things. And being able to breathe and think about going home and...


Okay, so. Giant mech set off an EMP AND managed to trap the entire cast in the recording studio for DAYS without power. What else did I miss now that we're free?

I.... I don't know where my husband is and I can't leave my house. Can someone come? There's something out there...

And I can't stop having panic attacks.

I guess maybe I shouldn't have watched Sweeney Todd. It scared me to death.

Kurt.... I might have to sleep with the light on in my room.

Okay. I'm upset, I'm going out to get a manicure and a pedicure. If anyone wants to go with me here is the place to speak up.

I'm also getting the biggest Blizzard Dairy Queen has to offer.

Two weeks until previews.

Forgot how exhausting openings are.

Kurt.... I just... I remember a lot of stuff.....

But I just found out I have a brother.

So, what can a girl do that's fun around here?

My doctor told me to get a dog to help with my therapy... the one I picked out was... he was sick and I had to pick another.

It required more medication.

So, if your family member showed up, who has every reason to hate you in the world, because you've given it to them...

It's acceptable you're pretending you're not here for a few days until you've got that sorted in your head, right?

What kind of person attacks someone who can't even walk? I may not be permanently in a wheelchair but I still am....

Now I'm at the damn hospital again.... I hate the ER here. My leg was almost out of this cast and it was re-broken, and I'm lucky they don't have to do surgery.

The worst part is I don't even know who pushed me.

Stuff keeps coming back to me.... stuff I don't want to think about. I don't..... I need to...

I don't even know what I need.

(OOC: possible trigger warning for sexual assault in comments)