Emmett Frye (fryebaby) wrote in angelnet, @ 2019-12-22 11:18:00 |
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Current mood: | calm |
I can’t remember any time in the last several months that I’ve been this happy. He wants me, all of the sudden after all, and the boyfriend is out of the picture!!! Correlation? Clearly, there was one, but now the temporary madness is over, and he wants me again. I clearly don’t have to move out, or have a hideously awful Christmas, alone, or anything like that.
AND my godfather is here, and while I can’t PROVE that there is anything going on there, it does look likely. It’s as if I’m actually being given a real
family, not forced to be near someone who wants to push me out of my own life. Of course, there is the chance that I wake up tomorrow, and I’m nothing again, and still losing my father, but, it was nice to have the last few days if nothing else.
I’d quite forgotten what it was like to matter to someone who I’m related to, you know?