Angel Grove Net

I think, by technicality, I’ve become a mother. I don’t… he’s not young enough to BE mine yet, but undoubtedly, he IS. And he’s got older sisters, working for the…for my people in London, where he was meant to go and train with my brother. It is surprising, even though I’ve been a surrogate for my pack brothers. I never imagined myself as the mothering type, though Henry has the markings of a good father. Of course, he isn’t here, this boy IS, and he has no idea what I am now, and I’ve lost…his entire bloody life.

I’m…confused, and unsure and I don’t know what to do with him, but leaving him to his own devices in a time and place he has practically no knowledge of, beyond being here a few days, when he’s not old enough to train by current standards isn’t going to work either.

And I criticized Jacob for being so unsure.

Are the laughs on me now, or what?

You're sword work is sloppy and a child could best you
You'll never learn that way
I don't understand what a gun is
You're really bad at theft
You're not very good at being in charge and you could learn from astrid
you're very pretty
you're also pretty

:)

I think that Henry isn’t coming. It doesn’t matter so much, really, but it’s time I admit that to myself and move forward. How many years does an engagement promise last when they do not exist here? And is it possible for someone at my age to find someone? I don’t intend to mount an exhaustive search, but it would be nice, is all that I’m saying. If not, I’ve got work to do.

Could anyone bring me some stuff? I'll pay in advance.

- something to eat
- whiskey
- books
- megaphone?

My husband gave me no other choice so I haven't moved much. I'm outside of Cath's place.

Really sick of the universe fucking with me. Nora would say it's karma but that's bullshit.

fuck alphas

Fuck 'em. And their whole entire rank.

"Cute! twins! Are they identical?"

"Well, No, they're a boy and girl (far as we know, I don't think they've decided they're anything else yet, they're still mastering sleep, but I digress)."

"Yeah, but are they identical?"



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Is this a conversation we'll be having often over the rest of our lives?

it’s time to go.it’ll likely be a while but it’s time to go.

I want Arno, Shay and Miss Vael in the room, but the rest of you needed to know. And can visit before/after anything serious starts.

what the fuck do humans even do on a fucking friday night?

Would it be weird and/or offensive if I wanted to test werewolf blood?

Not working is...frustrating, particularly in light of the overwhelming news I got this week. Perhaps a bit expected if I'm to be honest, at least I knew it was a POSSIBILITY, in my circumstances but...still overwhelming in its way.

I'm not ready to share the news with just everyone but...for those who ARE sidelined from their usual work for a long period of time, how DO you manage to stay sane then?

...So THAT's what all the fuss is all about. It didn't hurt as much as I'd imagined. If only Henry were here for me...

If one is trying to have a baby...how long does it take until you know if the...process...works?

ǩ͉͎͎̙̬͔̄ī̧ͪ͛ḻ̰̲ḽ̡̠̭͎̼̉̌̈́̏̃ ̭͚̰̱̭ͤ̈́̚̕ỵ̶̦̓̇͋ͯ͌̂oͭͩͪͣ̅̈́ͨ҉̞͚̳u͈̜͕̭͌̒͒̋̚r̲͓͕͎̠̱̙̀̈ͮ̈́ ͔͉̦̑ͧͅd͚̮͓̣̱̥͛̒ͧoͯͦ͝u͢ḃ͚̹̫̮̲̝̙̀̑̊ͤ͑̑͝ļ̗̤̮̲͚ͦ̊̆̐e̩

No, I am not, in fact, having Arno and Shay’s child just yet, if ever. My brother needs to consult his calendar, and also to stop looking in my trash.
If he had not gone snooping, on April the first, he would not have fallen for it.

Really, Jacob, this is all your own doing. All of it.

The superior twin has, once again, won the day.

Today, I discovered that my brother and I share a toothbrush.

I think it high time that I get my own room, don't you?

Considering that I spent the latter part of the week trying to gently turn down a little boy who harbours affection for me, it has been...a strange week to say the least.

...Er...Not to run around telling tales out of school, but Shay's just BITTEN me. Is there something to do to contain him around actual humans? Just because the children he and Arno and fostering are also wolves is no reason to let him go mad, is it?

Why are there seven giant teenagers in the kitchenette making tea and toasting bacon and crumpets?

Why does the entire place smell of unwashed...lad?

Jacob?

Have you been recruiting Rooks?

Quite the surprise to come back from a mission to find a group of teenaged boys, I don't mind telling all of you.

On the other hand, competent cooks are hanging around this morning and actually sent someone out to replace what they were using AND they shared, so it's rather pleasant. Just a little...strange to see the obviously knackered lads hanging around the place, when you badly need a shower, after all.

Is it at all possible for an entire household to have a screw loose?

There truly IS nothing in life that does not come with consequences, even when done with the best of all possible intentions. I see now that I allowed my own good intentions to create a situation that is...for all the good it's done, it's also had some effects I was too blinded to see.

It's...not an easy thing to admit, that your choices may have been the wrong ones and someone else is locked into them, I suppose, and we ARE more powerful than we know.

Still...

I worry for the people who've been hurt by my choices.

Huge party on the 31st of this month. All nighter. Anyone is welcome. (Coordinates) Probably be tame until like...9 or 10 pm.

[Pack Filter]
I'm not saying you all have to be there, but...I'm also saying I want you all there. This lunar eclipse means you'll be normal for a couple of hours.

So if you wanna get shit faced or whatever crazy you wanna do, I'd prefer if you did it in a controlled atmosphere where I can keep an eye on things. You're all my responsability And you can bring whoever you want. It'll be more than safe for them.