I can't sleep again. The only thing I can think of is her. How the crowds outside the embassy were calling and I couldn't find her, couldn't save her,couldn't...fuck it. How the
fuck is some
record,
weird music machine that holds invisible songs? waterfall music recording supposed to help a guy sleep instead of making him have to take a piss every couple of hours? Actually, how the hell DO people sleep around here with the phones and the computer boxes and everything else surrounding you? How have none of you gone
insane?
You know, fuck that line of modern age thought for now, it seems like one of those deep questions instead. Let's talk alcohol, everybody here who drinks. Is 'vodko' as offputting as it sounds? Cause I'm a little scared I'll end up naked on a bus somewhere like some kind of really fucked up Otis Campbell twin instead of just your standard issue walking human disaster.
On the other hand, I'm sitting down here starring it down because how else does a guy get some sleep, you know?
Christ, I'm sorry, this is all disjointed and messed up, it's...
Fuck. Just fuck all this.
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