Ah, we've reached the watershed moment, the first of many, I expect, of my new attempting to sort my life plan. Which is a VERY stupid plan, when you are as idiotic as me, by the way. But, in an attempt to sort my present, I asked to see what of my life at home I missed. There was no huge paper trail, but I did learn that I have a descendent, working as of last December. In theory, this leads to one inevitable thing, considering the context of my circumstances. No siblings, dead parents, only the one woman, who is dead...
It's quite the strange conclusion, but I must, at some point, even only once... Perhaps I was able to live on.
...I am none too sure of what to do with that.