So, tonight I got into this HUGE fight with my parents. Like...Major. Screaming, namecalling, accusations, throwing stuff around, I didn't even know that it was possible for me to GET so angry about...everything. I thought that I knew what I was doing and that everything was totally under control even though it sucked. I...
Dad's legitimately freaked out right now. Like, when I just left my room to hit the bathroom, I saw him still shaking in the corner, and Pere just looked really tired when he told me this was something we had to discuss later, once everybody's calmed down.
I'm not even sure how to...all I know is that right now, I feel really crappy, even though everything I said was
right. I'm not sure what to do, I guess, and I know I'm in a LOT of trouble and I just...I don't know, need to talk to somebody I guess, if anybody's out there who'd help me with that.