I been quiet as of late for a very good reason. Well two of them actually. The first is that Ani and I finally found a house! A nice one at that too. Granted I miss seeing the spacecrafts flying by my window and the droids in the air, but I will say that it's a peaceful change to see actual animals like birds and the like fly by or walk by as the case may be for some of them. And the view of the ocean? It reminds me of home. Not the home I was blasted from,but Naboo. Just as peaceful there as it is here. But I love the house Ani and I have. There is plenty of room in case we happen to have others who want to live with us. And that I mean by other Jedi. Who knows if our friends start showing up? I hope so.
Other than moving things in and setting them the way I want to, I find that I am more tired than anything else. Bringing a new life into the world is no easy task, and while I am scared that I am not going to be a great mother, I am excited about it just the same. All I ever wanted was to be a mother and give that child things I never got to have which was two loving parents and no obligations or be of royalty. I have been told twins run in my family so it will be not surprising if I do. When I am not sleeping, I been looking at a book of baby names. I have several I am considering, though I want Ani's opinion too. He's been amazing taking care of me and making sure I am alright. If anyone had told me married life was this wonderful, I would have done it ages ago. We got a while before we find out the gender, but I am eager to be on this journey with my soul mate. I am sure he feels the same. Though my pregnancy has given me a lot of emotions, so if you see me crying for no apparent reason,it's the heightened hormones. Which I am sure it will pass in time.