Angel Grove Net

This only adds to the very obvious information we already knew, but I think I've gone mad by now. I cannot feel the magic, or Nuitari anywhere. I knew that his moon was not to be seen in this world, but I could feel him still. I have never in my life felt this lack of...of anything. Been forbidden to use it, and exiled for it, yes, but this...

I am the Master of the Tower of High Sorcery, and the head of the Black Robes. Life with no access to the magic is agony, beyond any I have ever known before. How are the rest of you managing in this?

Taking care of a baby is the best magic in the world - even if I miss spending hours in my Apothecary and inter-matter, astral-matter, and the conversion magic room- meant for the continuous conversion of sunlight into matter to make armour plates, weaponry, and tools that can better channel magic than a wand.

And to think I was so close to being able the set a spell to convert even the image of a beasts shadow in an astral being of said beast. I would love to see if I could make an Astral matter elk...

Also curious to see if my magic will peak or lower during the winter equinox.

But this, all of it, is wrong.

The magic still flows in me, but Nuitari has no place in this world's sky. How is it that I can still feel it in every vein, every ounce that makes up the essence of myself, if his moon does not shine for me?

I feel as though I were an apprentice still, forced into the white robes, and only able to see the white moon, and the red, but not the one which came to matter most of all.

I have the magic, but I must admit to some, no, a great deal, of disturbance when matters come to this sort of a head. This place remains a mystery, but how must I begin to understand it when the one who might most help me is not here?

I may need rather more help as I am reaching out to others here.

My name is Dalamar Nightson, servant of Nuitari, Master of the Tower of High Sorcery, I have been exiled once, and I no longer fear losing a world, but to lose my god is nearly more than I might bear.

I beg some explanation for this place.