I think Christmas is my favourite time of all at Tyr Ydfran. The shore has its own sort of glittery chill beauty and this overwhelming sense of peace, that everything is RIGHT with the world, and can't be ruined no matter what is coming.
It started as a hard year and was a terrible winter and spring, but then it turned round, redeeming itself with me on the path to being happy at last. It's bloody weird living in the same place as Father since it's been months since I moved out, but, so far, it's worked out nicely, perhaps because of the buffer between us.
I think this was the year I did get lucky, even if it wasn't in the way I thought, or with the people I thought. I got a best friend, decent test scores, became headboy, and got both my father and my dream back, along with a little extra. Sophie, from the girls' team at school and I are coaching a local league team of 11-13 year old girls when ruggers starts up this winter and I think I'll be good at it. I HOPE I'll be good at it.
This year's been better than I had any right to expect and I'm glad for it, really glad. What a difference a year makes, eh?