turns out i needed the week after the holiday to get a few things worked on and im still not managing great but...feels like i can try getting back down to the station to resume the intern bits next week. were starting at three half a days since this time of years always a shitshow but getting through it matters to me quite a lot as i do want to be working with the police for good, someday soon if passing the clases i need becomes a posibility.
ive other work next week-end too which happens to be going well. its got me nearly doubting my thoughts of changing paths as that ones down to people not ideas. hard to be in fights with the people whose input i would most apreciate and who are the reasons id be leaving, but...
dont suppose its worth seeking them out to dare ask when i promised myself i wouldnt go crawling back after what they did to me, is it?
ive never fancied being the bigger person before now...
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