11:47 AM
I know full well that I am ruthless, blind to the emotional manipulation of others, and that the vast majority of humanity is happier in ignorance than to see the light of truth that shows this world for what it is. I’ve been petty and I have gladly played the game in service of a stronger truth. I am proud of my enlightenment and to do the things most of the ignorant teaming mass could never find convictions toward.
But I have not been cruel to anyone until today, and it was quite unworthy in a man of my position and my principles. Honor would dictate that I aplologize for perhaps the...third time in my life?
I do see why so many people hate it.
And, weak though it is of me, today I miss my father. I am, I think, fifty seven today, by the reckoning of when I came here, and he has been dead for forty seven of those years exactly. For the first time since I’ve ceased allowing myself to be maudlin and weep over the night have berms, I wish that suddenly I had a bit of his compassion in myself...
But I have not been cruel to anyone until today, and it was quite unworthy in a man of my position and my principles. Honor would dictate that I aplologize for perhaps the...third time in my life?
I do see why so many people hate it.