Apr. 23rd, 2017 at 6:48 AM
Envy is completely unattractive and utterly selfish when others around you have more pressing problems, and when you are happy for those you envy all the same. Perhaps it is less envy, and longing for what a few lovers I know share. It's been so long since I held my wife, and said goodbye for the last time. We were an arranged coupling, a prince and noblewoman who made a match to secure a future we both believed in, but we came to love each other while we were together, and I miss her, and the certainty and steadiness that life together was. Perhaps it's time I try my hand at finding someone to love once again, but I have no clue with how to start. Does anyone here have advice? Would any of the ladies here enjoy dinner and a concert, play, or museum tour, and be willing to give a scholar and musical type some hours of your company?