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Turns out most of my family are real assholes like Olivia

I mean...

I knew that it was coming. Sooner or later.

I agreed to it when I signed up for this.

I've trained against the possibility. I was PREPARED.

I thought.

I thought that it wouldn't go to this. And if it would...I thought that I was READY...

...I thought wrong.

Why DO people make you kill them?

My girl did coke with me and it was so wonderful

I'm just glad pops isn't mad at me anymore.

So, it's Monday night. Where are you now? I'd usually wait til the weekend to ask this, but I'm bored. And hard. You should come see me.

Still working on the house a bit. The tv room is looking amazing

Meggie
Wanna go to Paris for valentines? We could have dinner at the Eiffel tower

I'm actually digging hanging out with pops and the others. Their a hoot.

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Christmas and new years were pretty damned great.

Meghan
Love you, angel.

Passed out on a washroom floor in a restaraunt and ended up in hospital getting fed through an IV drip because I'm not able to swallow right now. They're wanting me to go into some kind of treatment centre but we've not got any plans finalised. Turns out I've lost just under two stone but that's just...December... Being alone at home since my wife's decided to leave hasn't helped. It's no cause but the empty house is no' helping and Meggie's...not coming back...


Suppose I deserve it. I'd imagined diferent after the wedding, but it's becoming quickly clear that no one will ever... Once a piece of unwanted street trash, always a piece of unwanted street trash who'll die alone. Guess I've got to get used to it now before it comes to that


Someone send me suggestions for things to DO here, please?

Man, Hawaii is amazing!

How do you get out of family holidays youve not got any desire to go on?

This is the WORST time of the year, I swear to fuck. I've always hated it.

I will admit that this entire thing has proven to be...weirder than I thought. In some ways, I've traded one prison for another, but in others..I suppose I'd never realized how much I took my freedom for granted before I lost it, but at least that won't be happening again.

Admittedly, my hosts have been...cagey about some things, and insist on blindfolding me when they bring me places (Mr. Frye DID offer to just take my glasses but Dr. Hastings and Master Ezio did talk him down from that one),but it still seems better than prison treated me, so there's that to keep in mind

Tomorrow, they're actually letting me recreate a Solstice ritual, since I wanted very much to properly reconstruct it, and I think a few people may actually be going to it. With any luck, some of the guests will be, well, my people, so to speak. I know they've been INVITED, so that at least ought to be something.

In the meantime...well I am HERE,aren't I? That ought to be worth something, somehow...

What, exactly, is christmas? Am I meant to slay monsters for it? bc thats geralts thing

Best Husband and late honeymoon EVER! I love you, Siren! I've never been so happy in all my time here. Hawaii is INCREDIBLE too. It's so nice just to spend time together again, you know? I've missed this couple time and the romance...

The sea off the rocky coast is wild at night. So lost, so desperate and angry and alone...
So melancholy, as if it mourns itself for what has passed and knows it will not come again.
So isolated, yet so safe from more pain than there is now, from more bleakness than lies in wait for us, from the shadow that would consume me...

I resign my fate to the crashing sea, the sharp rocks, and the cold and lonely world off the coast of Wales. I won't leave here by choice again.

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Freedom. After nearly three years, being granted so much space, and so much quiet and so much colour is...a lot. Not to mention proper cups of tea, edible breakfasts, and the chance to shower alone. Ah, showers. I've missed the pleasure of a good one.

Much thanks to those of you who assisted my freedom and ensured I will not be charged again. And much regret, I must admit, for the things that I was pushed into, for the good of my group. ...I realise now who that one sounds like, yes.

The years inside have changed me more than I can speak. They challenged me so deeply and so throughly and caused me to search my soul in ways I had not done since my initiation and...I think I know what I must do. But getting others to agree to it...that IS the challenge.

Once upon a time, there was a knight who valued the words and wants of others far too easily, and it was he (and his squire) who paid the price. When he emerged from his imprisonment, wanting to start again, the humbled and lowly man had no idea where he could turn.

Do you have any advice, internet forum users, for what one ought to do when he would very much like to begin again?

Romantic shit feels weird

I kent by now what it was like for Aedan, this time of year. I knew him long enough before we married to know he has a hard time this time of year, but this one...it's gotten worse than the last few for some reason. I'm not upset to be helping him or anything and I don't regret being here for him but... I AM sad for him if that makes any sense.

He wants to have the party we did last year, so we're doing that up at the house on Saturday, and I'm hoping the distraction helps, but, being honest, we've discussed him going inpatient if he's got to. Here's hoping it won't come to that, aye?

were doing our holiday party, meggie and i at our house early this year. this week-end infact. Hoping to show you all weve added to the grounds and celebrate we both passed our semesters and she graduates school this spring and goes to uni and such. its too loaded to do later this year because stuffs been...

we're doing it this weekned anyway: (coordinates)

starting at 7 in the evening on saturday. come by, yeah?