Angel Grove Net

So, School is happening again this year. Auditions for the musical are next week, and I'm told she picked it expecting I'd try out which implies SOMETHING good for me in there, I had the best first day in like ever, and I have an amazing boyfriend, even if I'm totally terrified of his foster parent situation. Dude LEGITIMATELY is some 1920's gangleader, it's like he stepped out of some old movie and...we're totally making it work, but Mr. Shelby's VERY scary. Pretty eyes, but scary.

He made me a mix-tape and I made him a stupid bag of back to school stuff labeled with puns, like a pencil with a note about him being sharp, a calculator that said we added up...I'd be embarrassed but I THINK he thought it was funny and where I come from, puns are kinda the height of humor. Different times. Hell, different LANGUAGE but...same idea and all?

And the sophomore new kid I'm keeping an eye out for this semester? She's pretty cool. When I first got here, I stayed at her family's place for like a week before she got here and we worked out she's in the same room, which is kind of neat for reminiscing if I was going to.

Locked from Bunansas, Combeferre and Vaels who aren't Aedan:

My supposed best friend is having some weird identity crisis, and speaks IRISH-GAELIC of all things now, but working on bringing me into a different club of sorts and I might actually go for it. I'm not old enough until March and I'll probably graduate first, but...it's nice to know there's other stuff to do in the world, stuff that'll matter, you know?

It's at least worth looking over. I got invited to one of their parties toward the end of the year...

Locked from Ian:

One last thing, uh...when you met The One? How soon could you TELL? How do you know and how do you KEEP them once you do?

Because, unless I'm wrong and being totally stupid...

Obviously it's not like I'm running off to propose tomorrow, but...are promise rings a thing for couples outside of heavily religious people? I'm SORT of Catholic and I guess he KINDA is but...

I think I KNOW... Like he's my penguin and I want to give him rocks. Is that totally stupid?

Ending this now so I can burn all evidence later.

That moment when you realise that you don't, in fact, need to wait forever for your family to provide something they'll never do and you were issued funds when you arrived here for a reason. Admittedly, it's frivolous but... All the same. Up to me to make SOME things right alone, now isn't it? Even if it's just to me, alone, it's worth it still to have some feeling of contentment, no?

Life's taken some important things I'll never have again. but I can at least have something to remember and pretend at what I used to be.

I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!

I guess first week of school went ok? I signed up for ROTC again! So I'm not behind when I actually graduate and shit.

At least here I don't have to look over my shoulder to run from the asshole bullies.

Maybe its the fact I haven't been in touch with my humanity in a long long time, but I actually like the feelings being around my witch causes.

Which is..weird. For me.



I like it.