I...did some awful things. We started with motives that at least were justifiable, but all too soon, that swept away and I've found myself breaking everything I swore to and believed in, not able to stop, and LIKING it. I found myself doing what I knew to be wrong and relishing in the fact. I've been impulsive and wrong and there are things I don't know that I am meant for anymore.
How does one start atoning for this sort of wrong? I need to do SOMETHING, not sit around and moan about it.