12:24 AM
So, for the first actual time since the last incident, we had a Family Meeting.
It did NOT exactly go well in my case. Let's just say that guilt's a powerful weapon, especially when it's being rightfully used, instead of just a random someone sighing at your shite making you feel a little bad thing.
I mean. I did feel a lot bad, obviously but then.
Oh THEN.
( tldr )
It APPEARS it's the last time he'll be saying things like that to me, until I want to talk about them, an account of my age now, and short of always having a place to come home to, and food and safety, he "cannae take dealin' with ye anymore", and asked me not to make him, then suggested I think it over for a time instead of just letting it go.
Which all means...
Not too sure what it all means other than I've been given the choice to change my life on my terms, when *I* see fit. That ought to be a good thing, aye? Then why's it feel so heavy on my chest and shoulders now?
It did NOT exactly go well in my case. Let's just say that guilt's a powerful weapon, especially when it's being rightfully used, instead of just a random someone sighing at your shite making you feel a little bad thing.
I mean. I did feel a lot bad, obviously but then.
Oh THEN.
( tldr )
It APPEARS it's the last time he'll be saying things like that to me, until I want to talk about them, an account of my age now, and short of always having a place to come home to, and food and safety, he "cannae take dealin' with ye anymore", and asked me not to make him, then suggested I think it over for a time instead of just letting it go.
Which all means...
Not too sure what it all means other than I've been given the choice to change my life on my terms, when *I* see fit. That ought to be a good thing, aye? Then why's it feel so heavy on my chest and shoulders now?