Angel Grove Net

Tonight, I managed to actually cut my own food. I wouldn't recommend having me go out in public because some of it still landed half across the table, and I ended up wearing a little of it, but I still kept going anyway, and it worked out pretty well for the most part. Getting the strength adjustments going is actually happening. Archery's better too, and I haven't broken any arrows in about a week, so that's in progress too. I'm starting to feel more...normal I guess. Like I'm a real human being and not...

Well. Not what I am, anyway not like some freak of nature, I guess, anyway? I've had an amazing teacher helping out, though, and I think it's making a real difference. I have some things I probably need to talk about at some point, to kind of fully explain, but the time's been...so not right for it. Eventually though. I mean, given the world we're all in, my little story's probably not THAT strange for somebody to believe, right?

Maybe? Okay, so it's weird, but is anyone here actually normal? Maybe I need to just embrace the being weird for once, though that's been sort of harder. Still, I've got the people who can help me do that now, and THAT's amazing enough, yeah?

This crush thing is so weird, because I WANT to tell him everything about me right away, including the crush part, yeah. Might be easier to get it done and the rejection part over, but somehow, I can't let myself let go just yet. This isn't really healthy even if I like it, huh?