I can't sleep because I'm stuck remembering things from the long past...like before I got HERE past. And I hate the fact I did them and there's no real way to apologize for some of the stuff I said and did, for the damage that I caused, and all the bridges that I've burnt. It's taken being here as long as I have, with a best friend as fantastic as mine is, who's put up with me through a lot that most people wouldn't.
Makes me think about the friends I
used to have at home, I guess. The people who stood by me when I was at my absolute shittiest
there, who I didn't even realize were my friends then, but who I could COUNT on, and the fact I
was so shitty to them. I haven't worked out how to send a postcard between worlds, and I couldn't write it even if I could, but I feel like I should still...
Something.
How DO you make peace with your past, especially when you can never really make it
right?