Well,
I'm totally fucked.
Back in a cast for the summer. Because I've "overplayed" and "put too much strain on myself" while I was getting ready for my recital. And apparently I've lost weight and become anemic. And the doctor insists on telling my parents all of these things. None of which any of my family really need to know. I mean, I love them but...they don't get it.
Or maybe I don't get it anymore. I only wanted to play, and to be perfect not to...
They are going to be upset and my godfather will be
livid.
I've...really messed up big this time. JUST what I needed right now.