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Fic: The Golden Prince 3: Breaking in the Boy - Lucius/Harry, others, NC-17 
13th January 2011 11:16
Title: The Golden Prince 3: Breaking in the Boy
Author: [info]elfflame
Characters/Pairings: Lucius/Harry, but also Blaise/Harry, Adrian/Harry/Miles, and Lucius/Blaise, Harry/Draco mentioned
Rating: NC-17
Kinks/Themes Chosen: Analingus, Harems, Humiliation, Sexual Harassment: dub-con
Other Warnings: The dub-con here borders on non-con, so those squicked by that should probably stay away. Also orgasm denial, and implications of incest and suggestion of a gang bang
Word Count: ~2600
Summary/Description: Lucius decides to break in his latest pet and give the rest of his boys a show at the same time.
Author's Notes: Definitely not for those who read my usual stuff. But if you like my darker stuff like Tied with a Ribbon or The Replacement, you'll probably enjoy this. This is set in the same universe as The Tale of the Golden Prince and The Punishment of the Golden Prince, and set shortly after the last. Huge Thank yous to both [info]wolfish_cat and [info]ceria for all their betaing help.



It was to be expected, Blaise supposed. When Lucius had caught him with Draco trying to get into Harry's rooms once more, it hadn't been enough to separate them again. The three had been locked up tight, and Blaise's punishment had been the most severe yet. But punishing him for helping Harry and Draco to try to escape had not been enough for Lucius. Blaise had known that Harry and Draco would have to be punished as well. Lucius had too tight a hold over them not to make sure all three of them understood who they belonged to.

As difficult as his punishment had been for him, he knew this would be worse for Harry, and that Draco would suffer as well. Lucius had led Draco into the room after gathering all his boys there and pushed him onto a chair. He'd then cast spells to ensure that he could not move He would be forced to watch everything done to Harry. Blaise ached for them both, knowing how much this would hurt them. He only wished there was some way he could soften the blow.

But even if he had been able to make this easier for Harry, he wasn't the only one who had been set to the task of preparing Harry to be used by their Master.

Pucey and Bletchley had taken great glee in touching their Master's new boy, fondling his arse and cock and balls. They took turns stroking him while the other played with his arse. One would push him to the brink, then they would stop and switch places, smirking when Harry, blushing, pushed into their hands once more.

Blaise avoided looking at Draco, but he knew his best friend couldn't be enjoying watching others do this to Harry. He knew he'd have hated it himself if he'd been forced to watch while someone had done the same to Draco. Every so often, there would be a growl from Draco's direction, and a light slapping sound of Lucius reminding Draco that he was only allowed to watch. Blaise had no clue how Draco managed to keep quiet. It had to be hell for him.

Once Pucey and Bletchley had finished teasing Harry's cock erect, Pucey slid a cock-ring around Harry's cock and balls, then moved aside to let another boy take their place.

Blaise moved forward, stroking over Harry's side and meeting his eyes before leaning in to lick over a nipple, hoping Harry would understand. He remembered how difficult it was for Harry to back down when it came to anything, and just how much all this had to be hurting him. Unfortunately, he couldn't risk saying anything. Not with Lucius watching with narrowed eyes. Even though he'd already been punished, he knew Lucius was still testing him.

He slid down Harry's chest, nipping and sucking at his chest and stomach as he went, hoping that Harry would just let go and give in to their master. It would be easier for all three of them, then.

He heard a whimper from Draco, and another light smack, and closed his eyes, then sat up. "Over," he said softly, but loud enough for Lucius to hear. He didn't want Lucius even angrier at him than he already was.

Green eyes blinked up at him, confused.

"Hands and knees, Harry," he told him.

Harry moved, turning over sluggishly, then glancing over at where Draco sat, the look of determination on his face worrying Blaise, so he did something to distract himself from the sight, his hands squeezing Harry's arse, then pulling apart his cheeks.

"Oh…fuck…" Harry's head dropped, and Blaise could tell he knew now what was coming. But so long as he wasn't glowering at Lucius, that was just fine.

Blaise licked a stripe over Harry's entrance, shivering at the near-pained sound it pulled from him. He hated having to do this, but better Harry should just give in to what Lucius wanted then fight it. Draco and Harry would never escape now that Lucius knew their intent. And fighting him would only make things worse.

If he could, he'd have told Harry to relax. But for now, this would have to do. Blaise licked at him again, and he could feel Harry tense his whole body as he did, fighting with himself to keep from pushing back. But he couldn't allow Harry not to respond. If he were this rigid when Lucius took him, it would go so much worse. Reaching down between Harry's legs, Blaise cupped his balls, then licked him again, drawing a ragged moan from him.

There was a slap from behind them, and Blaise closed his eyes, his own stomach swirling. The part of him that had always adored Lucius Malfoy wanted nothing but to please him, but there was a growing part of him that wanted to stop. Especially for Harry's sake, and for Draco's. He wanted them to be free to do as they wished. He wanted Lucius to want only him. But to Lucius, he was just a toy. To be used or discarded at random. Just like Harry.

All they could do was placate him. And all Blaise could do was hope that Harry understood.

Blaise licked him again, his tongue pressing against the center of the pucker, and was glad to feel it give. It meant that Harry wasn't resisting this fully, even if he didn't want it. But then, Harry had always been pragmatic when it came to his own survival. Hopefully it would get him through this intact as well.

When Harry shifted, at first Blaise thought he was reacting to the feeling of Blaise's tongue, but when he looked up, Lucius was there, stroking over Harry's lips with a finger. "Open, boy. Get me ready while he prepares you for me."

Blaise could feel the tension coiled in Harry's muscles, and even though he couldn't see his face, he was sure he was glaring at Lucius.

Lucius seemed unfazed. "Unless you'd rather watch Draco take your punishment for you?" he asked in a purr.

Draco let out a whimper at that, and Blaise had to close his eyes. Whatever Lucius was planning, it wouldn't be good.

"Bastard," Harry growled. "You are a sick fuck. And when I get out of here…"

Lucius slapped him before he could continue. "I'd watch your tongue, boy. Every word you say will only make things worse for the both of you. I assure you, you'll never leave. And the more you fight this…" He smirked, fingering Harry's jaw. "…The more I will enjoy it. Now…" He clutched at Harry's jaw, hard enough that the skin paled under his fingers. "Open up."

Harry paused long enough that Blaise was sure he would refuse completely, but then he slowly opened his mouth, and Blaise watched as Lucius pushed his cock inside, his own twitching at the sight. Sucking Lucius was something he loved to do. Not that he expected Harry to enjoy it too much…

Harry's whimper confirmed Blaise's suspicion, and he did his best to distract the other young man, hoping it might make things slightly easier for him. He licked over his entrance again, pulling a groan from him, which Lucius seemed to enjoy, and Blaise could feel Harry shift as Lucius pressed his cock deeper into Harry's mouth.

There was another whimper, but Blaise recognized the sound as Draco's this time, and had to close his eyes, a sick feeling roiling in his stomach. He wondered if Lucius understood that this would be more likely to turn Draco from him than make him pliable. Lucius rarely punished Draco, and never as harshly as he did his pets. Blaise was sure that this would open Draco's eyes to just what his father was.

It made him feel ill for all of them. All he could do was keep going, and hope Lucius decided to take pity on his son before it was too late. But somehow, Blaise doubted that Lucius had an ounce of pity in his body.

Lucius scowled at Blaise. "That's enough, pet. I want to make sure he feels every inch of me." The words were followed by a smirk, and Blaise was certain both Harry and Draco whimpered at that, but there was nothing he could do to stop this. Not now. He nodded, then pulled away, moving to settle with Vaisey, who was well away from the others, but in view of Draco so he could keep an eye on him. Not that he could do anything to help him, but at least he would know. It was the only thing he could do. He curled an arm around the other young man for comfort, since he couldn't do the same with Draco, and there was no way he would let Bletchley or Pucey touch him.

When he looked back to the centre of the room, Lucius had settled behind Harry and was already pressing into him. He was being very slow and deliberate about it, and Harry's face, far from being either pained or ecstatic, had gone completely blank. Like he'd gone somewhere else, and only his body was left here for Lucius to play with.

Blaise was glad that Lucius couldn't see that, or it might have gone worse for Harry. All he could do was hope none of the others said anything. His stomach sank when he saw the calculating look on Pucey's face. He loved pain, and Lucius obliged him—in ways he did with none of the others. Blaise knew he would do anything to get more of Lucius's time. Including ratting out Harry, who had been taking so much of Lucius's time of late.

Before Blaise could come up with a way to stop that from happening, Harry let out a low and pained moan, and drew Blaise's eyes back to him. Lucius was tugging at his hair and hissing something into his ear, grinding deep into him.

Harry's eyes were open and glazed, but not in a good way, and Blaise knew he was fighting everything Lucius was doing to him. He wished he could somehow stop all this. His stomach clenched when he saw Lucius release his grip on Harry's hair and begin to fuck him harder now.

This time, Harry didn't go quiet. His groans continued, the look on his face, pained acceptance, stating quite clearly that whatever Lucius had told him would not stop him from hating what Lucius was doing to him. And his glance towards Draco told Blaise quite more. Another threat, then. And whatever the threat was, Blaise was sure he didn't want to hear it.

He just wished this was all over already. For all of their sakes.

But Lucius seemed determined to drag this out. To give his boys a show as well as punish Harry and Draco…and possibly even Blaise, given the fact that Lucius knew how much he'd been helping the two see one another.

Vaisey stroked his side. "You invest too much of yourself," he whispered.

Blaise knew he was right, but he couldn't agree. He wasn't his mother, and never wanted to become like her. If he cared for someone, he couldn't just turn that off. He never wanted to. Even if his life would have been easier if he didn't adore Lucius the way he did. And as for Harry and Draco, just because Lucius was angry at them, that didn't mean Blaise could just stop worrying about his best friend and the man his friend wanted, either.

If only he could stop this. If only he could convince Lucius he was all he needed…

Harry let out a pained moan, drawing Blaise's attention back to them. Lucius's hand was around his neck, pulling him back to hiss in his ear as he ground deep into him. Harry was shaking his head.

Lucius's voice sharpened enough to become audible. "You'll do it. Or watch as they all take turns with him…" he growled, grinding into him again.

Harry's eyes flickered open, and he glanced toward Draco. Blaise's stomach dropped. Surely Lucius wouldn't really do that…would he? Blaise glanced toward Draco, whose eyes were damp, and saw him shake his head, though he stayed silent, obviously knowing that it would be unwise to speak. Lucius was far too unpredictable when crossed…as they were learning now in a rather horrific way already.

Even as Blaise looked back at Harry, he knew he would do whatever Lucius wanted to keep Draco from that fate. It was plain on his face. He swallowed visibly, then nodded and closed his eyes, his lips moving, though no sound came out.

Lucius's smirk was wide now, and his hand slipped away. "What was that, boy?"

Harry's voice was hoarse as he spoke again. "Please…let me…?" Blaise had a feeling from the tone of his voice that if his eyes had been open, they would have been blank.

Lucius gave him a vicious thrust, and Harry cried out, his head thrown back. "What was that, boy? I don't think I heard you properly."

The words drew a whimper from Harry, and his head fell forward now, his shoulders heaving as he tried to recover a little. After a moment, he tried again. "Please, sir…I…may I…come…?"

At the words, Lucius smirked once more, not answering, but fucking him hard and fast, then stopping and grinding into him once more. "Again."

Harry whimpered again, and Blaise could see as he fought with himself, finally looking up at Draco once more, and seeming to gather his resolve, the blank look gone now, despair in its place. "Please, sir…let me come…"

Lucius gave a groan at his words, then shuddered, and from the look on his face, so familiar, Blaise knew he was coming. Harry shuddered too, though not with pleasure, and slumped in place when Lucius pulled out. "No," Lucius said. "I think not. No coming until you can show me you truly wish it. For now, I think you should lie there…and think about what you've done."

He stood, cleaning himself off with a flick of his wand, then pulled on his robe, leaving Harry where he was slumped, sweat and come-slick. He glanced around the room at the others, ignoring Draco for the moment. "Well…off to your rooms, boys. None of you are to touch him. Not without permission. Understood?"

Blaise nodded with the rest of them, trying to avoid looking at either Draco or Harry, knowing that Lucius would be very interested in his reaction to both of them. For now, all he could do was hope this would be the worst of it.

"Good." He turned back to glance at Harry once more, then to his son, who sat in his chair, eyes red-rimmed, seeing nothing but Harry. "Get up," Lucius growled at him, and Draco's eyes moved slowly from Harry's still form to Lucius, anger growing there. Still, he kept quiet and stood slowly, sparing Harry one last glance before focusing on his father.

Lucius took his arm and pulled him toward the door, and slowly the others stood to follow him. Blaise gave Harry a last look before standing and following Vaisey from the room. His shoulders were shaking now, and Blaise wished he could go and reassure him, but he knew he would only make it worse—for both of them.

His last sight as he left the room was Harry, curled in a ball in the centre of the room, shuddering with sobs.
Comments 
23rd January 2011 18:41
Ohh, this should not be hot but it is. It really really is.

Oh.
23rd January 2011 18:44
:D Thank you for that. Lucius really is shivery when he takes what he wants, isn't he?
10th February 2011 21:40
/six-monthly check back through what you have been writing, obligatory House Zeldenthuis comment telling you how amazing you are, basically :) I know we say this every time but what you write is always so plausible, for Lucius, and for Blaise, it's just extraordinary to read. Please never stop writing<3
10th February 2011 21:43
:D Thank you so much. <3
10th February 2011 21:47
<3 <3 toyed with the idea of adding your journal today (since we've been fic-stalking you for like FIVE YEARS now or whatever it is) but convincing you we're sane enough to add back seemed like it might be kind of an uphill struggle :x nevertheless, hugely admiring as ever<3
10th February 2011 21:48
I can always use another stalker or two. You're more than welcome. Adding you now. <3
10th February 2011 21:55
Dude, thank you<3 I realised we can't add you because then you really would see how mental we are (or at least, I'd have to retroactively filter everything >.<) but I read your journal anyway so I shall comment and stuff :) idk, this is why I can't have nice things. my LJ is my sane space! IJ, not so much, heh.
10th February 2011 21:57
Aw. Well, I hope you enjoy. There's not much there that's locked these days, but a few things here and there. :)
10th February 2011 22:04
<3 I wish it were easier to explain to people! The best I can do is be like 'it's like I have multiple personality disorder, only...I don't, and I stole all the people who live in my head from fiction', which doesn't make sense to anyone who isn't also mental in the same way. I mean, I know you have a Blaise, but mine lives in my head and hangs out with me on the internet, I am pretty sure that makes me socially unacceptable :x uh, anyway. mostly I wanted to be able to comment encouragingly or enthusiastically when you sound like you need it, so, thank you<333
10th February 2011 22:06
Aaaah! I know how that is. I have to tell mine to shut up all the time. Rab and Draco are the worst. But at least I can threaten Rab by telling him I'll kill him. Draco knows it's an empty threat and I could never do that to him. ;D

A favorite Quote: Madness does not always howel. Sometimes it is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, "Hey, is there room in your head for one more?"

I've been considering making myself a new header with all my big characters and that for a quote. :D
10th February 2011 22:07
*snorts* I can't spell. that should be howl, not howel. :P
10th February 2011 22:12
Good lord. Do you mean all these years I could have told you I was reading, too? (It's my fault she found you at all, of course. Twelve years with her and counting, now, although I object to the idea that I spend all my time hovering over her shoulder. I do more or less have a life of my own.)

-Blaise
10th February 2011 22:15
Ah, darling...I promise, I would not have been shocked. I figured there had to be at least one of each of you. ;)
10th February 2011 22:21
I'd say I'm nothing like yours, but it would likely be the most extraordinary lie. The piece that this one followed, the second part - except for the corset (my colouring is different, and they've never much suited me), it could be almost exactly something she wrote years ago, in a diary, about an evening of mine. On paper, something she'd never shown anyone. You've only my word for that, of course, but it's quite as disconcerting for me as it might be for you, I promise. I do hope in some universe, somewhere, there's a Lucius that doesn't behave quite so much like this.

-B
10th February 2011 22:25
Oh, yes. There was, in one version of my boy's life, a Lucius who was nothing like this one. Almost kind, if stern, who let him play with him and his lover. That's here, too, though way back. The Condition of Love was what he wished had happened, though in actuality, he only got a month with the two of them.
10th February 2011 22:32
I remember that, it was gorgeous *_* I wouldn't let him read it with me because it would have broken his heart at the time~ will reread it with him now though, stuff's changed a lot since 07 for him<3

sdfkjhgs dude, I don't even. know what to say, that you haven't gone 'what are you talking about, gtfo you freak' about us is so amazing to me I'm like, in shock :x I should stop typing at you before you change your mind :x
10th February 2011 22:34
Thank you. It breaks my heart too, sometimes. That was a hard period for me, and for him.

:D <3 You're welcome to, for as long as you would like. :)
10th February 2011 22:45
I can't imagine yours is any more inclined to want to talk than I am, we Slytherins being what we are, but if it's worth anything to know that there's one who would likely always have understood, you're free to tell him. I often wished I could say as much to him over the years. Or, well, to the various ones of him you seemed to have - it was the same for her, once, there were others of me, for a while. We've settled down now - insofar as there's only one of me, at least. I'm not sure one could call all this 'settled', particularly.

Thank you.

-B
10th February 2011 22:54
He tends to be of two modes. Talking too much (which was why he only got a month with Lucius and Severus), and not enough. But he says thank you.

*chuckles* That is quite the list. Mine is shorter, depending on what I list. But I've 7 that are persistent. And some of those have multiple versions based on stories or RP.
10th February 2011 23:00
There used to just be, like, five of us, I swear. In the last three years my sort-of-real-world life has calmed down a lot (I used to be involved in a really bad scene and trying to stay above water/alive took up most of my attention, heh) and the last two years have apparently just been open season somehow, I can't freaking stop people turning up. Not that I mind<3 And some of them are only around when I specifically go looking for them. Unlike all the HPverse boys who just won't go away no matter what I do :x

<3 <3 would love to know who else other than those you've mentioned is with you if you felt okay with sharing, but totally understand if you don't. I'm still reeling from how you haven't freaked out at us yet, & going to go to bed (it's late-ish here~) before I accidentally make you, but for real, thank you so much<3
10th February 2011 23:21
I have a RP buddy, and our boys breed like rabbits in both the metaphorical and literal senses--several have at least a half-dozen different sons, depending on the storylines...

My main voices:
Draco - in several different forms. Most often with Harry or a family member. Though he occasionally whispers in my ear about finding him a Severus.
Rabastan Lestrange - Has far too much in common with Draco, particularly their brat-like qualities, and tendency to lust after family members, though his major love is always his big brother.
Morgana le Fae - Merlin or not, she's been in my head for literally decades, though Merlin brought her back to prominence for me. Similar quirks to the above two, right between them in darkness. Darker than Draco, lighter than Rab.
Blaise - whom you know. Generally sweeter and softer and more giving than Draco, puts himself aside for others, because his mother had him trained to do so for her, though very good at putting on the pureblood mask when needed. Has slept with anyone who would let him, including a few girls, but tends to focus on Draco or Severus, or occasionally Lucius or Kingsley, and in a few versions, Rodolphus Lestrange (no, Rab does not like that in the least...). Tends to go for older men, aside from Draco.
Merlin - Very new, and mostly because I play with one person whom I adore, but he's there, and comments, so he counts. :)
Remus - My Marauder, if I can claim one. Quieter than those above, but definitely easy to reach for when I need him, and will occasionally randomly comment about things.
Teddy Lupin - My Next-Gen kid. I have others I like, but there's something about him that almost redeems JKR for what she put Remus and Tonks through to get him. Not quite, but enough that I can love him. He's very loud when it comes to certain people.

There are others, but those are the ones that tend to speak up in my head. I've got a RP Journal, though I haven't finished updating it, that I've been trying to write out all my boys in, according to storyline: [info]elf_pups.

Heh. Have I scared *you* off now?
11th February 2011 05:38
Good grief no, nothing much scares me off after the time someone with a Remus moved across from America to physically live with us and then crazied out on us like you would not believe and started shrieking in the supermarket that Blaise had aggravated Remus's war wound :') ...that really happened :| I promise you're not going to scare me off, like forty-eight people live in my head, I can handle seven :X <3 <3 <3

Rabastan<3 I was always pleased to see him getting some writing-love from you, people really do not write about him enough. idk, I am obsessed with the big wizarding families though, I come from a family who are like. I don't know, I've always described them as grade B listed Malfoys :x we're not hereditary-wealthy, but my whole fucking family acts like that anyway, so I'm always vaguely comforted just by being around Lestranges and Blacks and Malfoys because their fucked up is so familiar to me :')

Totally understand about Morgana, although I'm also a crazy pagan so I get a little 'dude, whoa :x' when people have impressive mythological figures in their heads :x I assume your Merlin is from, uh, Merlin :x he's so freaking goddamn adorable, that boy, I tried and tried to pick one up but it just doesn't work like that here, people just come if they want to, I am glad someone's got one though :)

I never meant to end up with one Draco, let alone two, but the first one came with my Harry (or barged his way in after Harry and insisted on staying, rather) & the second one...ugh, after I watched HBP in the cinema I was just like, man, my Draco got off easy, that is so horrible, so I rescued a movie-canon version, but he's kind of a lunatic so I don't see a lot of him.

Remus<3 He's a dear, dear man. I had a Sirius for a while, a younger one from their school years who died very early on in things rather than waiting to turn into Crazy Gary Oldman :x I miss him<3 I adore all Remuses, how can anyone not? Well, apart from the one who crazied our lives up. But he was given to magically turning into a falcon and trying to drown himself over the subject of his erectile dysfunction (motherfuck I wish I was making that up) so he doesn't count because that's not really Remus Lupin behaviour :x I'm glad you have one though, all the ones I've met in people's heads have been kind of like that, quiet but never far away from things because they might be needed<3 heaaarts<333

♥ I hear you about Teddy, actually, I can't forgive JKR for...you know, anything, but there is definitely something about him, I don't know what it is. I usually can't bear to read any Next-Gen fic because it means accepting the fucking fucking epilogue but if you have written something I don't know about/passed by for that reason I'd love to read it now :)

Man. I have been saying to Blaise for I don't know how long that I would swear your Blaise was real like he is *_* idk, I know it must be weird to hear but mine is so fond of yours, or at least, fond in a broken Slytherin property-of-Lucius-Malfoy fucked up kind of way, the way he used to feel about the boys he worked with under his Lucius, but. uh, anyway. unduly long comment is unduly long, sorry, it could just have read '<33333333 yes.' really :x
11th February 2011 05:50
Not at all! I've loved all your comments today... So are you in Europe?

I've got multiple versions of all my boys in HP, And Morgana just morphs as needed. ;)

Draco, Rab, and Blaise are my big three. The other ones come and go depending on what's going on in my life and who's around. That's probably why you could see that in Blaise. :D
11th February 2011 06:01
I am, I'm in London :) I've traveled a lot because my mum's a singer so I've been all over the place with her, but I could never live anywhere else really, I love it here<3

I totally used to have multiple versions of some of my guys, there was definitely one point where there were two Blaises who were still at school, one who lived independently in London, one who had left the country with Draco, and the one I have now, but the others were all for people I was writing with while this one semi-patiently waited for me to realise he was actually real and had been with me since school, and after that the others kind of faded~ mine's sort of insistent like that :x

<3 I usually recognise when someone's boys are real just out of a kind of spider sense, but then you don't dare ask in case the other person's just like '...what. I just happen to be an excellent writer, go away' at you~ I am so pleased though, although those three must be a heck of a handful :X
11th February 2011 06:08
London...so jealous. I'd love to visit there again. I went back when I was a girl with my folks, but I haven't been back since. Definitely one of my locations on my dream-vacation list.

Mine seem a bit more flexible than yours, but they all tend to have the same template, give or take a few details. There's always a core of the character that's exactly the same. With Draco, it's his daddy complex. Same with Blaise, actually. And Rab's focus on his brother, regardless. ;D Some definitely bend for me better than others. Morgana's the only one that feels the same regardless of what I ask of her--I've even turned her to a guy for an original story. :D

I can understand that. I think creativity kicks in in different ways. I'm used to talking about my muses, but I know others don't get as attached to their characters as I do, so it's nice to see someone who is. :)

Those three are all pretty noisy, but at least Blaise isn't the brat the other two are... ;D
11th February 2011 06:33
<333 whereabouts are you, if you don't mind me asking? I can't pretend it isn't awesome here :x If you do ever make it over let us know<3 My guys come up and talk to people in person if they know it's safe, so we could have a pretty hilarious afternoon in a cafe one day :x

<3 it was always pretty much like that here too, idk why we ended up so fixed and to be honest if I were RPing with someone who understood, I could probably alter stuff in writing again, it's just it wouldn't change anything about my actual Blaise who would just go on living his life~ dsfkhgf oh Slytherins and your family issues. yes. my movieverse!Draco can't even begin to cover his daddy complex, but Harry's Draco is the one Draco I've ever met who wasn't even touched by his father and in some ways he's got an even worse one. Iiii could blather about my guys for paragraphs, I will not let that happen *sits on hands* & yes, a Rabastan that wasn't special about his brother would just...not be a Rabastan. there's AU and then there's 'did you read the same books' :x

All three of my best friends also have people living in their heads, so I've got space to talk about it now and stuff, but it's still always amazing to find someone else<3

*L* I'd be hard pressed to find a Draco who wasn't an insufferable brat. Mine is very good at getting shop assistants and people on phonelines to do what he wants, though :x
11th February 2011 06:39
Seattle. Almost halfway around the world from you. ;)

*nods* It's about finding the right person, so I do understand.

Hee. I think we already both have. ;D I didn't mind at all. I was looking at my pups journal after we talked...I really need to finish that...

My Harry's Draco hasn't either. Though I do have a few random ones whispering in my head that have only lusted after daddy. The Rab entry at my journal will be nothing to my Draco entry--once I get to it. ;D But yes, the core of Draco definitely has to be the bratty one. :D
11th February 2011 06:53
Aww, one place in the States I haven't been, though I hear good things about it :) What's it like? <3

*L* well yes, but I have thus far managed to avoid pouring out Blaise's ENTIRE LIFE at you and I'd like to stick to that record (partly because he gets edgy about me telling people too much anyway, but he probably wouldn't mind with you)<3 I had a look at your other journal but it was when I'd literally just opened my eyes a couple hours ago, I need to be more awake before I read everything properly, mostly all I could manage was rolling around going EVERYONE'S SO PRETTY :x

I look forward to reading your Draco entry when you manage it though<3 he was my first favourite character from the books, I have such a terrible weakness for all variants of him, it's ridiculous and my Harry's Draco exploits it at every possible opportunity :x it's, idk. it's hard when you grow up with someone like Lucius. I read an amazing L/D fic once wherein Draco was just about to go off to school for the first time and was showing his nerves, and Lucius reached out and tilted Draco's chin up and said You're to keep your chin at this level at all times. Pretend you're looking up at me when you look down on others. and I thought, that is just it though, isn't it. how could someone like that not be your whole world, whether you want them to or not.
11th February 2011 07:03
I've lived here all my life. Love it. Green and pretty. We've got a lot of gorgeous parks, and plenty of great places to visit.

:D I'm fond of my boys. My Blacks and Lestranges and Malfoys... ;)

It took me a while to get attached to him, though I think I always found him interesting. It wasn't until I started reading Harry/Draco fic that I fell for him as a character. There's so much there. The one shockingly good thing that JKR did was allow Draco a life after Hogwarts *with* his family.

That is a great moment. I can totally see that. I always try to work his relationship with Lucius into everything I do with Draco. I have issues with how some people see Draco, though. When I see fics with him repudiating one or both parents with no issues at all, or turning his back on everything without falling apart at least once... Lucius ruled his world in a rather literal way, and I think people would rather ignore that, or they really don't get what that means.
11th February 2011 07:21
<3 <3 <3 Green is always good. It's on my list of places to get to, it's just hard in the US without anyone to specifically go and see, especially if like me you have comedy Asperger's and new places are scary and difficult. But I'll get there eventually, there's pretty much nowhere in the States I wouldn't like to visit, I love it over there. I try to make it over every other Halloween :)

I think it's hard for people who grow up either in homes/families that are comfortable, or ones that are screwed up in a very different way, to understand the degree to which it's possible to love and hate one's parents simultaneously. Also IME after a point it's just cyclical - the more you love them the more they're capable of fucking you up and the more they fuck you up, the more used to it you become and the harder it is to conceive of life without them. There'd be no chance Draco could just walk away from it, that's crazy.

/telling you things you already know :x also stealing Draco's icon :x
11th February 2011 07:26
Sounds like you're doing better than me, so I'd say you're doing pretty good. Halloween's a particularly nice time of year to come, too. :D

*nods* Very true.

:D Feel free. I think I've got the credits on all of the ones I didn't make... ;)
11th February 2011 07:34
*L* sorry, I meant I was stealing my own Draco's icon to comment to you, not that I was stealing one of yours (though yours are fabulous<3). I don't know why he lets me make him such ridiculous icons really, he ought to have more pride, I think he's lived here too long, or possibly it's just Harry's drunken influence of not giving a shit about things :x
11th February 2011 07:40
Heh. I'm amused. I missed that. Very cute. ;D

I think Draco just lends himself to ridiculous icons... ;D
10th February 2011 23:23
<3 And I'm glad you spoke up. It's lovely having someone else to talk about them with. :)
19th February 2011 13:20 - The Golden Prince 3: Breaking in the Boy - Lucius/Harry, others, NC-17
So horrifically dark. You really did a fine job with the emotional turmoil between Blaise, Draco, and Harry. You Lucius is truly a tyrant.

Blaise's last look at Harry is, perfection for darkness.

Well done!
19th February 2011 18:26 - Re: The Golden Prince 3: Breaking in the Boy - Lucius/Harry, others, NC-17
Thank you so much! It is very dark, yes.
20th February 2011 12:52 - Re: The Golden Prince 3: Breaking in the Boy - Lucius/Harry, others, NC-17
And I loved every minute of it ;)
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