Absolutely fantastic! Sirius must just KNOW he's wrong, as he justifies over and over (and over and over) how Harry must have all sorts of experience, must want it, must be consenting. He works too hard building and sustaining that delusion for him to really believe it with any ease.
Poor Harry, so muzzy and confused, so trusting and betrayed -- I imagine as the years pass, it would be easier to keep pushing away and blurring that memory, so that he could keep the Sirius who wanted to be close to him, who wanted to make him feel special, without the pain and without the confusion.
Poor Harry, so muzzy and confused, so trusting and betrayed -- I imagine as the years pass, it would be easier to keep pushing away and blurring that memory, so that he could keep the Sirius who wanted to be close to him, who wanted to make him feel special, without the pain and without the confusion.
Loved this!