I remember why this ruined me so much, now! It's the fact that you didn't make him a masochist. I was freaking BLINDED by that because you never, ever see that in fic, it's always, 'he thought he'd hate it but then they hit him really hard AND IT WAS AWESOME', and I love SO MUCH the fact that you had him take it not because he secretly enjoyed the sensation but because he just wanted to give to them and let them take, and that and how pleased they'd be with him was more important to him, and adskjhdsf keyboard mash. Yes. All of that. So gorgeous<3