OMG, dear mystery author, this was awesome, exactly what I wished for! I knew it would be just from the summary. :D
You've given me OotP!Sirius/Harry just the way I like it, with the trust and love between them turning into something totally wrong and dirty and hot. I loved how Sirius kept thinking of Harry as James (like in canon!) and how he convinced himself that Harry must be like he was at that age, that Harry surely wanted this, and ended up betraying Harry's trust and doing something entirely wrong and inappropriate, only realising it after the act. Oh, damaged, post-Azkaban Sirius, who can't tell right from wrong. And I loved how the story acknowledged that this was obviously a traumatic experience for Harry since later he refused to think about it but let his memory only go as far as his first firewhiskey.
Also, yay for past Sirius/James! You couldn't possibly know I like the pairing, so that was a happy surprise. :D And the reminder of Lily in Harry's green eyes and how she would react to Sirius's thoughts and actions - I loved that. And Sirius's denial to it. Like here: The green eyes flicked shut, and Sirius did not feel glad of it, he did not. Heh.
He was doing this for Harry Yeah, Sirius, keep telling yourself that. ;)
The smut was perfectly wrongfilthyhot, and especially this: When Harry's pulsings stopped, Sirius raised the hand to his mouth, tasting Harry for the first time. djsldjslkfjsakljfskfjsfjsjflj.
Going back towards the beginning: Sirius sometimes found it hard to look at Harry. Or, rather, found himself hard when he looked at Harry. I'm probably a very bad person but I cackled in evil glee at that.
Also. I loved the alternate PsOV and getting to see into both Sirius's and Harry's minds. It worked really well, especially to show the contrast between their different states of mind.
Thank you very much for a wonderful gift! :D This was a great start to my month. ♥
You've given me OotP!Sirius/Harry just the way I like it, with the trust and love between them turning into something totally wrong and dirty
and hot. I loved how Sirius kept thinking of Harry as James (like in canon!) and how he convinced himself that Harry must be like he was at that age, that Harry surely wanted this, and ended up betraying Harry's trust and doing something entirely wrong and inappropriate, only realising it after the act. Oh, damaged, post-Azkaban Sirius, who can't tell right from wrong. And I loved how the story acknowledged that this was obviously a traumatic experience for Harry since later he refused to think about it but let his memory only go as far as his first firewhiskey.Also, yay for past Sirius/James! You couldn't possibly know I like the pairing, so that was a happy surprise. :D And the reminder of Lily in Harry's green eyes and how she would react to Sirius's thoughts and actions - I loved that. And Sirius's denial to it. Like here: The green eyes flicked shut, and Sirius did not feel glad of it, he did not. Heh.
He was doing this for Harry Yeah, Sirius, keep telling yourself that. ;)
The smut was perfectly wrongfilthyhot, and especially this: When Harry's pulsings stopped, Sirius raised the hand to his mouth, tasting Harry for the first time. djsldjslkfjsakljfskfjsfjsjflj.
Going back towards the beginning: Sirius sometimes found it hard to look at Harry. Or, rather, found himself hard when he looked at Harry. I'm probably a very bad person but I cackled in evil glee at that.
Also. I loved the alternate PsOV and getting to see into both Sirius's and Harry's minds. It worked really well, especially to show the contrast between their different states of mind.
Thank you very much for a wonderful gift! :D This was a great start to my month. ♥