This place....it can give and take at any time. Part of me knows that there is purpose here to stay and to fight, but part of me wishes to return home. My sister was just sent back. Well, not just. It is not like me to usually lean so heavily on my emotions, but in this moment...it is never an easy thing to say goodbye to a twin.
And after losing someone who was fast becoming a friend of mine here, too.
How do you all manage? I know it is my choice to stay here and I do not wish to leave, but it does not make it any easier to think about the coming and going of people. It is not something that I understand at all. Perhaps that is the most frightening thing about this place.