Hi, everyone.
So, I was the were who was making trouble on the 3rd floor yesterday. I want to thank Ari for warning everyone to stay out of the area, and I want to apologize to everybody here, especially the people who I came in contact with. I'll be sending all of you private messages after this post, because you each deserve one.
I'm sorry if I've caused any sort of worry or grief, especially considering how recent events have already given people reason to fear weres. I want to assure you that this isn't something that happens regularly. I haven't gone into a frenzy like that in years. I thought I was handling some of the things that have been happening here and some of the things we've been learning better than I actually was. The more we learn about TPTB, the more unsettled I am, and the combination of worrying about my family, finding out that the scale of this experiment is bigger than I imagined it was,
and learning that they can mess with how we work as supernatural creatures all came together too closely to each other and hit me harder than I thought it would. I'm letting it settle and trying to accept that these things are out of my control. I'll do better at talking out my fears and hang-ups in the future, so I don't get to this point again.
I should also add that in that state, it was the wolf and not
me that was in control, and that I would never choose to hurt anyone here. I really hope that that's clear. It's the same as any full moon, even though it wasn't a full moon. I'm trying to be accountable, but there were no conscious decisions made by me.
If there's anything that I can do or any questions I can answer, I'll be around the tower all day, trying to clean up my mess in that foyer. I hope you all understand, and that none of you will be afraid of me as a person, but if you are, I understand and hope I can make things right by you in the future.
Sorry again.
[Private to Poe]I am so, so sorry that I hurt you, and I am equally as grateful that you were able to stop me. Did learning playing and wrestling help? I know it's goofy to hope that it did. Are you okay? You're all healed up?
[Private to Cecilia]Thank you again for both stopping me and healing me. I'm so sorry that you had to, but I'm still extremely impressed that you could. Explain that again to me? I was still pretty groggy when you told me in the clinic. Are you okay?
[Private to Eunmi]I don't know if I can express how sorry I am for hurting you. If you're afraid of me, I fully understand, but please know that if I had any control over what the wolf was doing, none of this would have happened. If there's anything that I can do to make up for what happened, please let me know. [...] I can bring you room service today, if you'd like. I can even leave it outside your door if you don't want to see me.
[Private to Ari]Thank you again for warning everybody, but even more for helping Eunmi. Did I hurt you at all?
[Private to Grayson]Hey! Thank you for checking in, I should have done the same for you, but like I said, I've been handling all the new news pretty badly. I'm okay, though. Are you okay? Also, did Ram find you? He was looking for you yesterday. I smelled you by the caves after the full moon so I pointed him there, but I realized later that I think you've been in your room.
[Private to all Weres]I hope none of you think I made the weres look bad. I'm embarrassed.
[Private to Oliver]I don't know when you'll see this but I hope your quest was adventurous and exciting. Will it feel more quest-y if I'm an elf later?