Tuesday 16th December
Where: Blake's apartment
When: late on Tuesday Evening
What: Godric feels the pain of Hope being 16 again, and needs some comfort
Rating: NSFW.
Godric had thought that the pain in his chest was because of the potion, because of the sudden changing of every strand of DNA in his body, changing him from human to vampire once again. But when it stayed fir an hour after, then two, he thought maybe it was regret, it was having given up a human life, skipping over the posibility to relive himself as a human. He could have voided out all the years in the den, instead growing up somewhat normal. But the ache inside him didn't lessen, instead it grew worse, tightness cinching around his heartnlike iron belts. He couldn't understand it, and he couldn't shake it, until the next day when he researched everything he had missed on the school's journal community, and then he knew exactly what it was. Hope. Hope was no longer his childe, and she had no intention to be anymore. And the worst of it was, he couldn't really blame her. Her life had not turned out like she'd wanted it to, and he knew she was unhappy. And even though this feeling of loss, this huge hole in his heart was all consuming and felt like it was burying him, crushing him, he knew he wouldn't try to change her mind. Even in her youth, she was an adult, and she saw the consequences to her actions, made a careful decision and was going to stick to it. He respected her for it, but it didn't make the loss feel any less soul shattering.
( It took him one second to step back and wordlessly welcome the vampire inside. )