I can see!I awoke this morning to nothing so much as peace ... and when I opened my eyes, I could see - through an unsharp lens, yes, but it felt secure and strong. A wi-fi signal at 80%, but that signal is going nowhere.
I also found a shapeless brown cloak in my closet, a cloak I know is the signature dress of the Order. Our Order. I dreamt of teaching younger Jedi, with what they called my 'conundrums' - questions of the Force that at first had no answer, but the best and brightest came to the answers on their own.
I apologize for my airy-fairy descriptions of fancy, but I feel lighter, somehow - to be able to see again, and to know that I am not in fact going mad, that this really might have been me in another life, is very liberating. It has been some time since I felt a sense of purpose.