8:25 PM
[So Buffy and Angel are fighting, but they're not kissing either and Buffy is teenage-girl-in-love enough to be afraid that means things are kaput. She doesn't know where they go from here or how they make it better. She doesn't know if they can make it better. All she knows is it's not better right now. In a classic manner of coping, she has shut herself in her apartment with a half gallon of rocky road ice cream and all the ice skating movies she can find. There's no crying (okay well she did sob at the end of Ice Palaces, but she always does regardless of her state of mind) and there's no flinging things or screaming about how unfair this is, even though it totally is. This is supposed to be the happy middle that she and Angel get. It's not a happy ending because she knows Angel won't give up until he's out of here and then they'll all go home and life will go on and the ending will be something more tragic, violent and bloody that doesn't include any scene Shakespeare might have imagined for Romeo and Juliet (what is it with those two anyway? They had it easy. Sheesh). It's not a beginning because they've hit rinse and repeat so often on this that they know how it's going to go before it goes, complete with the 'something' ripping them apart. Consider them ripped, at least for the moment so, happy middle. This place. Supposed to be it and yet...
It's not a friendly place. She is not a happy camper.]
It's not a friendly place. She is not a happy camper.]