I Resist the Muses

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I remember the first time I saw Alec again. Only at that time I knew him as Simon, I didn't know about Alec. I didn't know it was the lie, I didn't remember Then when he told me bout it I just had to look at him and go. Why?

This wasn't Simon Lehane. This was someone different, yet the same. How many other names had he gone by? How many other names or identities had he gone by? I misunderstood. I thought he was playing a joke, but it wasn't. All I could do was look at him and blink, and then hurt him.

It wasn't about the lying, it was the fact that I still loved him, and I didn't care what he lied about, or what his real name was. I still loved him. Mistaken identity or not? I still loved him, and I'd never stop.

Rachel Berrisford // Dark Angel

My dream. My dream already came true. I have Alec back in my life, or if you want to get technical, I have Simon back in my life only I now know his real name and what he actually did. We're getting married. We have two lovely children, granted adopted, but still ours. Piotr and Hope. We don't have to worry about much. He gave me what I wanted. Him. I have a life now and I couldn't be happier. I don't have much to say on the subject. Really I don't know what to say.

I'm living my dream. We live in the house, we have children, we have animals. It's like a instant family that I couldn't be more happy with. I love him, so much, and he loves me. We've gone through so much to get to this point. It was a lot of work, and a lot of trust rebuilding. It wasn't something that just came out of the blue one day. It was work, on both our parts. That was my dream, living with Alec and being happy. Having that life that I KNEW I should always have that was taken away from me.

Rachel Berrisford // Dark Angel
mun note: Based off of Rachel over in livejournal, not involving the Alec here.

Prompt #8
"When I'm feeling blue, all I have to do..."
mun note quick: this is based on a Alec rp on livejournal (in the theatrical muse community). Not the Alec here, but the one there has a storyline going on with her, so I gained permission to use one of our rps as a backdrop.

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Rachel Berrisford
Dark Angel
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My name is Rachel Berrisford, and I was presumed dead. And yes, I was dead for all of five minutes until the machines brought me back. I was in a coma for the better part of two years. I don't remember all of my past, but I do remember certain things. I can't remember any of my childhood for the most part. The only thing that stands out and makes sense in my brain is the fact that I loved the piano. And I took piano lessons from an amazing teacher. His name was Simon. Simon Lehane. I was captivated by him so much that I really didn't pay attention to the lessons. Only him. His hands guiding me and his voice telling me which way to move said hands. They shook so much when he was around.

I know my father loves me, he took me away to Paris, he however is passed and I'm on my own now. It's alright though, I'm struggling to put pieces and memories that were long forgotten. I'm not quite sure what else to say. And anything else I do say would probably sound quite stupid anyway. It's a pleasure to meet everyone. :)

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Muse: Rachel Berrisford
Fandom: Dark Angel
Words: 200