How deadly is your character? What could make her kill someone, and how would it happen?Cesare twists and cranes his neck. "Who are you talking to?
Her? Have you eaten bread from bad grain, that you should see mysterious women floating about? How deadly is
whose character, hers, mine? Caterina Sforza’s, Isabella d’Este’s? Isabella of Aragon’s? Murderous, greedy bitches all, if you ask me."
Sagging forward a bit, he rests his elbows on his knees, studying his open palms. "As for me. I’ve killed and have had killed, yes. But then people die all the time, especially in Roma. They float down the river, undulate through barrages, lap at the shore of Ripa Grande with water rats in their hair. Some even swim upriver, unlikely as it sounds. Others find a wire around their neck, or a piece of ribbon, a slash of silk. If they’re lucky, it’s a chain with heavy links that break their neck rather than choking them. People die in prisons, in the bowels of Sant’Angelo. They die at night in lightless alleys, a sword stuck in their gorge before they can cry out or cry murder," he says, matter-of-factly, before adopting a more pensive tone. "I’ve heard it said,
the tears of strangers are only water, and perhaps that’s the most reasonable way of going about it. Let’s not forget that there can be a profitable side to prelates and potentates passing. Such cases would call for a more discrete approach and are, I believe, best left to professionals."
Then he looks up, cocking one eyebrow. "What was that? You think I am evading the question? No, not really. It may be true that I’ve ordered more deaths than I have effected myself, with my own hands, but yes. I’ve killed. Out of anger. In the fury of battle. For honour, and for my family. Some scholars say anger clots the blood and chokes the brain, making us see red - quite literally so. I do not know whether that is true. But I have known both blinding anger and blood-curdling jealousy, and those were indeed the moments in which I found killing quite
easy. How? With a knife, or a sword. Or with my blood."