I Resist the Muses

As someone who has lost many people and memories in her life, it is hard to pick just one person or thing that I will never have back. Instinctively I want to say mama, but through the years I have learned that I can live my life without my mother. As sad as it sounds, it's unfortunately true.

My greatest loss was probably Vera. I know it sounds crazy since she dedicated her life to ruining mine and even tried to kill me, but losing Vera was like a well-needed turning point. She was the one that made me realize everything I needed was right where I wanted it to be – at home.

Without Vera there torturing me, I never would have done half of the things I have done. Things that happened would never have happened if not for Vera. Even though she did everything she could from letting me live a happy life, she'll never know how happy I really am now.

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My name is Audrina Adare. And if you think you've had a hard life, you obviously don't know mine.

( Cut for lots of length and lots of spoilers )

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