I Resist the Muses

Prompt #14 - What do you dream about?
Prompt #15 - Mistaken Identity
Prompt #16 - What moment from your life do you wish you could re-live again?
Prompt #17 - What is the best-or worst- advice you have ever received?
Prompt #19 - In your time of need who will you turn to?

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Character: Lily Coleens
Fandom: Original Character
[Open in journal entries]

Character: Willow Rosenberg
Fandom: Buffy the Vampire Slayer

Prompt #11: What do I want?

Prompt #14: What do you dream about?

#14 - What Do you Dream about? -Closed
#15 - Mistaken Identity - Closed
#16 - What moment from your life do you wish you could re-live again? - Closed
#17 - What is the best or worst advice you have ever received? - OPEN
#18 - What was your most embarrassing moment? - OPEN
#19 - In your time of need who will you turn to? - OPEN
#21 - "There is no agony like bearing an untold story inside of you." - Mayay Angelou - Closed
#22 - Write a letter to your mun - Closed
#23 - Do you believe in an afterlife? If so, what do you expect to find when you get there? - Closed

002 - Family
003 - What Are Your Thoughts On Love?
004 - What Song Best Describes You And Why?
006 - What Makes You Lose Your Temper?
007 - What Was Your Greatest Loss?
008 - When I'm Feeling Blue, All I Have To Do
009 - What Makes You Laugh?
010 - My Life Would Be Better If...
011 - What Do You Want?
012 - Cooking
013 - Are You Superstitious?
014 - What Do You Dream About?
015 - Mistaken Identity
016 - What Moment In Your Life Would You Like To Relive?
017 - What Is The Best - Or Worst - Advice You Have Ever Received?
018 - What Was Your Most Embarassing Moment?
019 - In Your Time Of Need, Who Will You Turn To?

I dream about my family, the days when we were whole and everything was different.

I dream about things being that way again, and perhaps that is my most painful dream. Because things can't be that way, things will never be that way, and yet there's still a part of me that'll always keep on wishing for it.

The boys would get a kick out of that, I think, knowing there's a sentimental side to their old man. Though I think they already know it, not that I ever really let it show for long.

After all, in this business, sentimentality often gets you killed.

Muse: John Winchester
Fandom: Supernatural

Open for comments here

If the glowing orange light on the dashboard being shaped like a coffee pot wasn't enough of a clue, then sitting next to Ash Williams was.

Warnings: None

I dream normal people dreams. You know, flying in the sky, running in places unknown, and the occassional I-forgot-my-pants-at-home embarassing ones.

But sometimes there are dreams that I can only remember in sharp flashes. Of impressive power.. the kind of power that makes trees grow and mountains move. I don't know why, but thats the closest I've ever come to explaining it. Sometimes there are people, a man who feels like a trickster, and another who feels like the sky and lightning, one I cared for very much.. much like a son. There are others I know, but they're just passing thoughts, glances. Wine, flyng, fire, death...

Sometimes I don't remember the dreams much at all. I wake up in a sweat and scared for my life, like something was chasing me the whole night. Those dreams are the most unpleasant at all; its hard to move for a few days after those.

The one thing that remains constant in these dreams is that I always feel at home.. and when I wake up, I don't know where I am.

...It depends really. If I eat something before bed I can have odd dreams. Sometimes stress brings it on. My dreams are usually peaceful or violent enough to leave me shaking when I wake up. As I said it depends. I've dream a lot of things and sometimes I'm too tired when I go to sleep to dream of anything. Its never the same thing either, so I can't say there's any pattern to my dreams.

Joshua dreams about a lot of things. Sometimes dreams about looking normal like Max and Alec. Sometimes dreams about Ordinaries not caring what Joshua looks like and that can walk outside of TC and not worry. Not worrying about getting hurt or people making fun.

Biggest dream? That Annie never got killed and that she is still here with me. That we are happy together and nothing can make us unhappy. We share strawberry shortcakes. I paint a lot, paint her a lot. That I wake up and see her smile. I don't make her stay with me, she stays because she wants to. Makes Joshua happy. Oh! And she likes to cuddle into Joshua because it makes her feel safe and my arms wrap around her to keep her even safer. Protecting her from anything bad ever happening to her.

All my friends are safe and happy too. No more hating us.

Very happy dreams.

Joshua // Dark Angel // 153 words

15: Mistaken Identity

14: What do you dream?

Some times after a hard day working in meetings and organising I am so tired that I sleep soundly without dreaming.

Other times I dream about the times when I was small and I used to walk in the fields, picking ears of wheat and chewing on the berries. Then it shifts to witnessing the oath and crossing the sea. We thought we knew what we were doing and have rued that day ever since. I held no position of importance then and I am glad of that. Very few who were there survive today.

 

Last night I dreamed of Glorfindel. I think it was a dream; it seemed very real to me and I found a blond hair on my pillow. Odd that…

 

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I dream about semi selfish things. Max and I being together again, this damn virus being cured or just running it's course. I'd love that really. To be able to touch the woman I love again, to just lay there and hold her in my arms. To be able to make love to her and hold her afterwards. To be able to hold her hands without gloves and marry her someday. To raise a few children maybe. I know it may be pointless to wish for but sometimes that what wishes are. Things we may never have right?

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[locked to those who know of transgenics]

I wish that someday the transgenics can just have their own lives. That they have the same rights that we have, that they are viewed as equals. That they can marry whomever they choose to. That they can have children and be able to raise them wherever they wish. That they'd never have tro fear for their families. That they were safe. They aren't bad, they just want what everyone else has. A change to be who they want and have anything they desire.

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I wish for world peace and a place where there is no discrimination.

Logan Cale // Dark Angel // 201 words

Dreams are meant to be just that. Dreams. I used to dream about graduating Stanford and going to Harvard Law with Sam. I used to dream about marrying him and living happily ever after. Want to know what I got? None of that. There was no graduating Stanford, there was no Harvard and there was no marrying Sam. Instead dreams became nightmares. Really? I don't want to dream anymore if if means I have to remember what never happened. I think I liked having those nice fluffy things that I could hold some hope with. Something that I could desperately cling to because it helped me feel wanted and needed. Made me remember who I loved.

Look at me rambling about dreams. Truth of the matter is, I dream about finding Sam again, and making sure he's okay. That he's alive. And in my reality? That he still loves me and he'll pull me back into his arms and I'll be right where I belong. Of course, dreams don't come true. I should realize that by now. Sam is never coming back.


Jessica Moore // Supernatural

( You should follow your dreams. )

after Gehenna // warnings: none

Fire and ice. Hot metal and burned flesh. The shame of violation. The flash of steel. Pain. Blood. A lost hand.

Always Thangorodrim, in my nightmares. Four years of captivity and torture, maybe five. Not long out of three thousand, but the scars it left were deep and do not heal.

Forgive me but I do not want to talk about this any more than I have to. I do not wish to stir those memories and dream again tonight.

Character: Maedhros
Fandom: Silmarillion

Dreams? Sex and football. Sometimes flying but mostly sex. Followed by football.

Sometimes Alison is in my dreams, not the sex ones though. She's in them less and less which worries me.  I miss her and I don't want to lose her again, even if it is dreams and even if she is usually giving me a right bollocking. Sometimes she turns into Jack in those dreams. That's getting a bit bizarre.

The football ones are the best. Me putting that final strike in for Chelsea, giving us the FA Cup. All of Wembly on their feet. Well the Chelsea half at any rate. It's a brilliant goal too, just outside the box, right footed boot, curling in just beyond the keeper's fingertips. Brilliant.

I like those best.

There's this one dream that's so vivid I swear I could touch it. It's a glorious fire and the moon high above. A circle that's completed and I'm standing in the middle. I know what this circle is. It's the cleansing circle. Mother told me about it a long time ago when I was younger. It's the circle a woman goes into to cleanse themselves of their past so that they can move onto the future with their husbands. Husbands. Does that mean I'll be getting married? That I'll be going off with someone. I don't really believe that, but my dreams haven't been wrong in the past. I don't know what the dream exactly means. I know it happens soon. But when? I haven't even met anyone...it doesn't make sense. Nothing in the dream makes sense.

Sometimes I just hate dreams.

Tara McFadden // Original Character

My dream. My dream already came true. I have Alec back in my life, or if you want to get technical, I have Simon back in my life only I now know his real name and what he actually did. We're getting married. We have two lovely children, granted adopted, but still ours. Piotr and Hope. We don't have to worry about much. He gave me what I wanted. Him. I have a life now and I couldn't be happier. I don't have much to say on the subject. Really I don't know what to say.

I'm living my dream. We live in the house, we have children, we have animals. It's like a instant family that I couldn't be more happy with. I love him, so much, and he loves me. We've gone through so much to get to this point. It was a lot of work, and a lot of trust rebuilding. It wasn't something that just came out of the blue one day. It was work, on both our parts. That was my dream, living with Alec and being happy. Having that life that I KNEW I should always have that was taken away from me.

Rachel Berrisford // Dark Angel
mun note: Based off of Rachel over in livejournal, not involving the Alec here.

No one knew what troubled her sleep. When her hands would reach up and fight something, go to her throat. No one questioned it either. It was these nights when Anakin was gone that she did it, when he was there, no one knew how to help her either. All they could do was watch and frown.

It was that night though that they heard a ship landing and they all scurried towards it. They knew who it was. It was Anakin. Her husband, returning from wherever he had gone this time. They addressed the issue at hand with him, telling him of her tossing and turning and it just caused him to growl softly under his breathe. They all moved out of his way once he started walking towards the room.

He slipped in and changed, sliding into bed with her and pulling her against him. It took her a while before she calmed down and rested against him, the nightmare passing. He hated knowing he caused this, but he knew it was something he couldn't change.

When Padme went to bed sometimes, her dreams were of Mustafar. The fire filled planet that took her husband from her sometime ago. The hands going around her neck, and his words ringing in her ears. Liar. And even now, with her husband back, she still couldn't shake those dreams, they haunted her. And she hated it, maybe someday those dreams would end. Maybe.

Padme Amidala Skywalker // Star Wars
mun note: Based on RP with my friends Anakin. Does not pertain to the Anakin Skywalker within this community.

Character: Celena Ducayne
Fandom: Decay of Dreams; Original Character
Word Count: 339
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