I Resist the Muses

My greatest fear? I could say I'm scared a demon will show up and destroy me. While that's sometimes true, it isn't what I fear most. I'm terrified of losing a sister. It's an unbearable thought, but it's also a very real possibility.

I can't imagine either of them not being here. It'd be too quiet, too strange, too...lonely. There'd be no Power of Three. No Charmed Ones. No silly arguments. Less laughter. One less person to hug when I need one.

My sisters are my emotional support. I need them more than they will ever know.

Prompt 1 - Who Am I?


Muse: Evelyn O'Connell
Fandom: "The Mummy" and "The Mummy Returns"
Words: 232

I'm not sure I want to answer you. What use do you have in knowing this much about me? I don't like you knowing this much about me. Its like how Kanda saw straight through me and made sure I knew how transparent my walls were to him. Its not a feeling I enjoy, and I hope he can't read me at all anymore. In any case you asked me a question and will not leave me alone until I answer eh?

I thought so.

My greatest fear? You tell anyone and I think I will have to get a tad violent. Standing still. I can't and will not pause or stop until I die. That's the only time its allowed. But if I stop before that day...I just can't. I promised. I promised!

Well for one your bloody questions. You're poking at me and wanting to know my life. Hell you won't leave me the hell alone. Don't you have better things to do? Like get shot by an Akuma? That's a pet peeve of mine thanks. Prodding me to open up. I don't see any damn reason to sit here and discuss what pissses me off, makes me scared, or whatever with you or anyone. Its none of your business. And yet you're not going to leave me alone until I spit out enough for you to be satisfied with.

How about these apples? Who the hell are you? All you've done is ask these bloody questions and never once answered any about yourself. Greedy much? ....FINE.

Another thing that makes me blow my lid is telling me I'm not trying hard enough. I do try my damnest. I try as hard as my body is able to! And sometimes? I push beyond that. Fuck human limits. If you push hard enough the body will follow your will. Until there's no life left I'll keep fighting and walking.

( spoilers for chapters 90-112 )

The Who jokes aside, I'm... not sure who I am. And that's on a good day.

Oh, I know that I'm Thomasin Elizabeth Doniger, commonly called Tamsin. I know that I'm twenty-three years old. I know that I have a beautiful, intelligent, wonderful girlfriend -- hi, Kitty! -- and the world's most adorable three-year-old for a son. I know that I'm one of the most powerful empaths on the planet. I know I'm Colt, one of the X-Men.

But I still don't know who I am.

After twenty-three years on the planet, you might think that I would know at least something of who I am. Apparently you'd be wrong.

Fandom: X-Men (movie-verse AU)
Muse: Tamsin Doniger

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I wouldn't be anywhere without love in my life. Or should I say, I wouldn't be anywhere without the loves of my life in my life. Yeah, I know what you're saying, she's the Queen of Hell why would she need love? Or - I thought evil can't love. I've never been your typical evil witch.

First there is Dom. He is my everything. The life experiences that I've experienced with him, the demon fighting that we did together before we both turned, the intimacy and the claiming has all shaped me to who I am today. Needless to say, I couldn't have gotten to where I am without him in my life. He is everything that I'm not and more. But, because of those differences we balance each other out. Dom has been there for me through it all, and although we've had our problems we continue to grow and love each other more with each passing day.

Then there is Scott. He's been my best friend since I was three. We've been through everything with each other. We protected and helped each other through some of the roughest times. He is everything that I've ever wanted in a man and more. He's my best friend, lover, confidant and protector.

It has made me so happy that the two men could find happiness with each other as well. They seem to work off each other quite well and have grown to love each other as much as they love me.

A little sentimental, right? So sue me.

Ain't too much scares me. No way I coulda been the leader of the PCHers if I had shown any signs of fear, of weakness. One thing I do fear, though? Walking through an uppity 09er neighborhood and being bored to death by a pack of rich white boys. Ain't nothin' scarier.

I am Ella Dee, last of the anointed ones.

Muse: Ella Dee
Fandom: Hex
Words: 139

I don't believe in labels...

Muse: Layla Williams
Fandom: Sky High
Words: 103

Hah, you're funny. Fear? Right - I don't fear anyone or anything. I can't show fear or weakness where I stand. Okay, so maybe there are a couple of things that I'm afraid will happen in the future, but I plan to never tell anyone about that. Plus, it's none of your business. I don't care how much you push or shove, I won't tell. After all, I have a reputation to uphold.

Muse: Piper "Les" Allison
Fandom: Original Character
Words: 73

I have no greatest fear anymore because my greatest fear has already been realized.

Now that that's happened, what's there for me to be afraid of?

I lost the Doctor, was separated from him. I had to face losing the man I love, being separated from him not by time but by a universe.

A universe that not even he can cross again.

What is my greatest fear, you ask.

My greatest fear is that I no longer have a greatest fear. Because fear is what keeps you sharp.

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