Allen Walker; Exorcist of the Black Order (belovedclown) wrote in voicesinmyhead, @ 2007-08-11 15:53:00 |
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Current mood: | pissed off |
Prompt # 6 What makes you lose your temper?
Well for one your bloody questions. You're poking at me and wanting to know my life. Hell you won't leave me the hell alone. Don't you have better things to do? Like get shot by an Akuma? That's a pet peeve of mine thanks. Prodding me to open up. I don't see any damn reason to sit here and discuss what pissses me off, makes me scared, or whatever with you or anyone. Its none of your business. And yet you're not going to leave me alone until I spit out enough for you to be satisfied with.
How about these apples? Who the hell are you? All you've done is ask these bloody questions and never once answered any about yourself. Greedy much? ....FINE.
Another thing that makes me blow my lid is telling me I'm not trying hard enough. I do try my damnest. I try as hard as my body is able to! And sometimes? I push beyond that. Fuck human limits. If you push hard enough the body will follow your will. Until there's no life left I'll keep fighting and walking.
What else? Kanda. I don't think I've met a more hypocritcal asshole. Going on about how promises matter and how he hates when people break them. Then saying that if you can't stand by your promise you never should have made it. At the moment? It seems like he broke the one he made to Rinali. ...I'll find his corpse and kick it. I don't give a shit about honoring the dead and all that because he- ARGH. I swear to god if he's dead I'll hack off his hair and use it as a mop.
Then kick him again. ...Damn it. I believe in him! He has to be waiting or making his way to our location. He promised...
Master pisses me off. I mean really. I've been his scape goat, his debt payer, ...and other things. He nicknamed me cash cow once, after he learned I know how to cheat at cards. I won't forget the damn lion. Or that plant. ..I HATE that plant. It kept chewing on my head! ...Master made sure I learned about sex. I couldn't not know what sex is even if I tried. (Which I did.) He made enough noise at night I figured out what he was doing. Regretably, when I first had a nightmare and went to talk to him I found out first hand, nighttime was the time to put a pillow over your head and hate teenager hormones.
I think I killed those. It might have been the ice cold showers. Or maybe I got used it. Either way when a girl hugs me there's nothing all that interesting about it. Braless or not. Clothed or not. I'm not saying sex is a bad thing. I just don't want to bed just anyone. Contary to popular belief I am a guy, and a young one at that. My body does have urges. I choose to ignore them. ...When I can.
Umm, what else pisses me off? People bitching about bills. They think they have a pay a lot? Bullshit. That's chump change. They want steep bills? Look at how much I've had to pay for master. That's a mountain of cash I could have been set for bloody life on. And guess what? I'm STILL paying those off. Want to bitch to me about cash problems? How about I tell you to shove off and walk away instead?
Last thing? Being called a devil. Excuse me, but when does being Satan not require red hair and a mask on your face? Or the name Cross Marian? Really. Master is the devil not me. I'm just an exorcist.