I Resist the Muses

When I was in high school, a lot of things would piss me off - my stupid sister, stupid people, slow drivers, people who thought they could mess with my family and being treated like a paper doll. Today? My patience with people has improved and I try not to get as angry as I used to be.

What makes me lose my temper, today? Those who think they can use my friends/family and get away with it. Those who try to harm/use/talk bad about/try to kill my family will have the force of hell after your ass before you know it. Maybe I'm just a little too over protective but I won't take anyone messing with my friends and letting them get away with it.

I also tend to lose my temper when I don't know something that I know I should know and when I don't know why I feel the way that I do sometimes. It makes me feel less in control of myself and of my mind and that's one thing that I can't afford to lose anytime soon. Yeah that pisses me off.

Muse: Piper "Les" Allison
Fandom: Original
Words: 125

When asked that question, everyone expects the answer to be the loss of their innocence. For me, that's not it. I guess my greatest loss could be the ability to actually care whether a sister died or my actual flesh and blood family cares more about what we are than who we are. Maybe that wouldn't count considering I actually don't care that I don't have those feelings anymore after everything they have put me through but in the grand scheme of things? That would be the greatest loss - the ability to care about those who you share blood with are less important than those who don't have to care but do and love you for who you are rather than what you are to the world.

My head hurts now...

Muse: Piper "Les" Allison
Fandom: Original
Words: 132