We're all talking about the people we miss. How it's hard to be away from family, and how important it is to be hopeful about the friends and the bonds we have here but --
Well -- I guess I have a story about it. About how sometimes when the right people aren't there, the world'll stop for you.
When I was finally deemed old enough to be out past midnight by my mom -- I think I was maybe eight or nine -- I used to go to Time Square to see the ball drop on New Years Eve with my best friend. We got older, things changed, my mom died, Bucky started working all the time -- but no matter what, New Years Eve was always our thing.
Bucky signed up to go overseas. I couldn't go with him, I was rejected. By then, I think it was for the fourth time. So a few weeks before New Years, he was off to train for the army and I... wasn't.
And then they announced that because of the blackouts, because of the war. They were going to cancel the ball drop and the celebration. Of course I knew,
I knew that it was too risky to light up the city like that. I knew that obviously New York would be stupid to go ahead with it but... I just remember thinking when I heard it on the wireless that of
course there could be no ball drop. Bucky wasn't there. It's like the whole city stopped.
Instead, there was a moment of silence, to absent friends. I think that's what I'll be doing, Tuesday at midnight.