net.

Hey,

Are you up for dinner? Sorry for being a little distant. I'm scared all over again I'm scared to lose you. Just a lot to take in.

How sad is it that I'm reduced to having nobody to talk to about my problems except for a stupid electronic journal? What am I, a thirteen year old girl? Christ.

Anyway.

Talk about going from the penthouse to the gutter almost overnight. I had it all... and then the next morning, I woke up and it was all gone.

The Corps? Gone. Babs? Gone. Worst of all... Teresa? Gone.

I had the love of my life. After all these years I had her. She showed up here, and she actually WANTED to be with me. I felt like maybe, just maybe, there was some part of me that was salvagable. That maybe deserved  to be happy.

But I see what I am now. I'm always going to be the killer who doesn't deserve happiness. Who was I kidding to think that someone as good and proud as Cap would ever actually consider me a friend? Or that a woman as perfect as Terry would ever be with me?

Face it, Wade... you're garbage. It's all you've ever been, and all you'll ever be.

Wherever you are, Terry.... I miss you.

God it sucks to be unkillable.... when all you want is to die.

[Fail!Filter to Klaus]

I think we need to get lost in the woods...you know. With no clothes. Like naked. Now.

[Fail!Filter to Felicity]

Thea's gone. Can you find any trace of her?

(ooc: Sally's laptop activated her webcam after she was looking through the net. The webcam caught her changing for bed, then she went to erase it and it posted it, though she thinks it's erased. Have fun)
( NSFW, fail!laptop )

River? Are you where? I thought I saw your mane...

[Fail!Filter to Oliver Queen]

Verdant just...showed up.

Anyone want to do somewhere toucan? Alan? Styrofoam? Iodine? Dick? We could all glam out

[Fail!Filter to 5-0 and associates]

Our building is here. I saw it this morning when I went out for a jog. It just...appeared overnight?

We should go and check it out, yeah?

Well it's official. I'm 22 now.

[Fail!Filter to Sam Matthews]

Dinner later?

I really hate this holiday, but I know it was your favorite. Sorry I'm also spending it alone like you hoped I never would... But I'm..[Sigh] Forget it.

Happy Valentines Day, mom. Miss you every day.
[Heavy sigh and shuffling around]

[fail!filter to self]

Great, this holiday is squid. Not happy that I had to leave my kink again, but at least I don't have two gays eating on me. Thank gob for that.

[Fail!Filter to the hackers]

I don't think it wormed.

WORKED. I dunk think it worried.

Hippie Viagra Day.

Teddy? Uncle Breve? Why am I looking for weird?


Hell - what in fractions is date?

The chicken cries are unbearable.

I this out knitting saturation of getting wishful

Tubular times are spotty at most.

This fake is retracting in against. Somewhere heep to.

Jack, would you dare to accompany me on another talk in the city?

Anna, care to joint us?

It's nice that things have settled down again.