[ Filtered Private ] What world is that, and how have my plans come so undone? Vilebloods pretend that they are people, and those who call themselves Slayers do not slay, and beasts walk about speaking logic when all I have ever known indicates that their mind is forfeit at the point of transformation. It is strange to be so surrounded by people, and yet still feel apart from them. In Yharnam we may have hung each others guts from the High Cathedral but we understood the rules. Here, I am at a loss.
By my research there appears to be over a dozen creatures that masquerade about in human faces. Some may be yet sane, if not human - I would not rise to judge those that could linger among mercy and compassion. This is not my word, these are not my people. But all the same I am not of the stock to forgive a Vileblood for its wicked existence, for the putrefaction of its human host, for preying on the mercies of the loved ones who desperately desire to recognise some glimmer of the person they had once known. Scum-laden
perversions of immortality. All this talk of abstaining from quenching their unholy thirst, of
redemption. What is redemption but another day with ones blade left unsatisfied? Revolting, filthy aberrations. I will not let this stand; I will be
careful and
patient and I will find a way to prove that they are a danger. The Wheel must have its fill of their hearts blood and I will rend them unrecognizable to the gods and man. Let them spend their immortality in
PIECES for that wh--
Martyr Logarius, I have failed you, but as little as it matters I will not allow this-- baseness to overcome me. Although I may not be at the stone feet of your watchful effigy, I will continue to dedicate myself to your wise words and practices:
acts of goodness are not always wise, and acts of evil are not always foolish. Nevertheless, we must strive to be good. Grant me peace and patience and clarity of thought, O Great Ones. Stay the hand of your final judgment so that I may be of use to these people however they may grant me, and grant me the courage and Insight to understand when it is my final walk into the gloam.
[ /Filter ] [ Filtered to Dr. Ravi Chakrabarti ]You had indicated that you were interested in running tests on my person? I am quite settled and would be grateful to be of use. While I doubt there to be any recourse for the Yharnam madness I would be hopeful that some goodness may come out of your work.
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