Nevermore } logs and scenes

[Avery (the day after this)]

Hey, bro. Everything okay over there?

Meant to grab you before you left, but didn't get a chance. I imagine Scott just wanted to get the hell out of there and I can't blame him. Sorry I jumped to fucking conclusions before even knowing what was going on, bro. I just heard Freddie's name, and after being forced to watch him suffer just...unspeakable things, I lost my mind a little. I should have just asked. I hope Scott's okay.

But there's something else I need to apologise to you about, and you might not even know about it. I've been avoiding telling you about what happened when I was in that place. I told Henry and Iestyn, because I just...I had to tell someone, and I knew they would get it because of their own shit. But I didn't want to burden you with it. Because you're my brother, and I love you, and selfishly maybe I didn't want you to look at me different. Which is so fucking stupid, because I know you better than that. I know you never would. I shouldn't have made that decision for you. I should have trusted that you would know what you can handle, and let you decide if you wanted to be there or not.

If you wanna hear it, bro, I will tell you anything you want to know. And if you don't, I absolutely understand that too. And I'm sorry for making the decision for you. It wasn't fair of me. You deserved better.