Who: Sasha & Verushka
When: Thursday (morning)
Where: Verushka's office
What: Cold War II Guidance
The girl in the mirror looked worried. Her eyes were uncertain, unfocused, her mouth was taut; her skin looked too pale to even blame on the bathroom’s callous lighting. A wayward strand of hair, stuck damply to the edge of her check. The look of it—a dark spot—reminded Sasha of something, what was it…
A coal miner’s tattoo. No, not that.
Gunpowder. Yes, that was it. Firing a heavy handgun incorrectly had once left a measure of gunpowder temporarily imbedded in her cheek. Kostya had been furious; Josiah, amused. The French called such beauty marks “courage marks”, he told her. Her father had a similar small shadow on his face, so dim you could almost it or think it a trick of light. He told them it was a birthmark, and Sasha believed him then.
Sherry never did. But then her twin was always the skeptic, the sleuth. She never gave up, not till she ferreted out the meaning of every story. A real bloodhound, Papa called her.
Oh, Daddy dearest, if you only knew… The sink porcelain was cool beneath Sasha’s palms. Too cool, actually: she was feverish. That happened sometimes if her metabolism kicked into overtime. And that happened when—stop. Don’t think about it. Don’t think about the dreams. Don’t think about the craving.
And don’t think about poor, foolish Kaspar Moreno. Kaspar, the ace, the joker, the unlikely, and mostly unconvincing, criminal. Kaspar, who bought Sasha her first real Mexican beer. Kaspar, who laughed when she explained Tex-Mex. Kaspar, who saw the sky as a doorway, never a limit. Kaspar, who wouldn’t kiss and couldn’t dance. Kaspar, who was uncouth, and brash, and funny, and her friend.
Kaspar, who had her little sister
slaughtered to prove she could.
A tremor started in Sasha’s throat; she shut it down with pure willpower. The same fortitude hardened her hands, made them steady and quick as she repainted the girl in the mirror into a more recognizable icon. Foundation, eye shadow, mascara, blush, lipstick: Sasha was a veteran virtuoso with each lying, little tool. Screw the whole “warm” and “cool” colors myth, or that pale skin called for dark foundation, or the conceited “not everyone can wear read” nonsense.
If you know how, Sasha recited,
you can. But for a moment, the mantra failed and Sasha’s hand slowed.
Did Sherry operate under a similar motto? Did she excuse Kaspar’s murder with such logic? Did she plan to continue, like before—a familiar, sour nausea rose in Sasha’s stomach. She reigned her mind back to the task at hand, turning a critical eye over the now made-up face (good), the fixed hair (neat),
the careful clothing (chic, confident).
Her silver cross gleamed against the yellow dress. Pretty, but suspicious. In a school with heavy vampire population, showing up at her guide’s office with holy jewelry on display might spark uncomfortable questions. At the very least it would plant certain doubts in the woman’s mind. Sasha didn’t want any of that tainting the first impression. Slipping off the fine chain, her fingers helplessly closed over the pendant. The bit of silver felt small and serious as a bullet in her fist. Sasha tucked the necklace away in her purse, and pushed open the bathroom door. She was running late.
Outside, Dreizen immediately rose at her reemergence. The look in his dark eyes made Sasha kneel down and spend a precious minute petting the worried beastie. “S’ok, puppy. No point running this far to fall apart now, eh? We’re made of sterner stuff—and are just too pretty to quit. Oh, yes, we are, yes we are, who’s my pretty, pretty brute?”
The Doberman nipped her hands affectionately in response. Giving his sleek head one last pat, Sasha headed off towards her guide’s office.
Sherry wasn’t supposed to know about Kaspar. That she did meant one of two things: either Sasha’s seal against their bond had weakened or her sister’s psychic ability was progressing faster than originally predicted. Luckily, there were ways to deal with both possibilities.
And it’s time I tried them out. With a little professional help, of course.
“Madame Solovyov?” Knock, knock went one determined knuckle. “It’s Susannah Hallmeyer. May I come in?”