Who: Sydni and Kristi
When: Morning
Where: Beach
What: Walking and talking, hopefully
Sydni loved the feel of the ocean breeze on her skin. Nothing was quite as refreshing. It made her feel like she could breathe in all the good in the universe in one deep breath. Surprisingly, she was starting to feel better. Well, perhaps not better... restless maybe. But it was better in that she had been closing herself up in the school for too much of her time. She felt like Justina was annoyed with her, perhaps, for being clingy, even long-distance. It's just, she had nothing to do with herself. She waited for people she knew to sign on online or reply to her e-mails, and practically pounced when someone finally did. With Justina, sometimes she didn't even wait for a response before sending a new one. Maybe she should try snail mail.
Frowning a little when she realized she was again starting to drag herself down, Sydni moved on. The breeze was tugging lightly at the wrap she was wearing. She loved the way the fabric looked being blown around like that, and that was why she wore it. Normally, she was a jeans and tee kind of girl. Since she was feeling less emo, she had 'dressed up' this morning and worn something a bit springy and light. Sydni normally would never characterize herself as emo, but she really had been of late. She was annoying herself with her sucky attitude.
The only problem with the breeze was that it blew her fine hair into her eyes. She hated having her hair in her face, and this morning she had been constantly brushing it back out of her way. This was made a bit more difficult since she was carrying her flip flops in one hand, so she could only brush back one side at a time. She made a slight sound of annoyance and was startled to hear it come out like a growl. She wasn't really pissed, just slightly frustrated. And the growl startled the frustration right out of her. Instead, she sighed at the ridiculous situation she was in. A werewolf? That definitely blindsided her. Of all the things that could have fucked up her life, that was not on her list.
Pausing and turning to face the ocean, Sydni wrapped her arms around herself and stared out over the waves. She wanted to be out there, desperately. She would be going out there with Charlie next week, but she wanted to be diving. She needed to be with the creatures she loved. She felt alive around them. She hadn't been in the water the whole time she'd been here. Perhaps it was her stubborn streak. If she couldn't be out in the water the way she wanted, she wouldn't be out in the water at all. Of course, that was rather like cutting off your nose to spite your face. Sydni thought that perhaps today she would come out. Lay on the beach until she was too hot, then go for a swim. Wash, rinse, repeat. There seemed to be a lot of surfers at the school, and although it was the last day of finals, maybe she'd have some company.
Sydni stared unseeingly at the ocean. It was not yet so bright that she had to squint her eyes against the light dancing off the waves, but her eyes weren't taking note of anything, really. Just the utter vastness of it all. She felt a bit like she was in a Romantic Era poem. The single individual contrasted against the vaulting beauty of the natural world. It was a bit comforting to think like that. Really, how big could one person's problems be when the world was so large? There was so much more.