Spinning Compass Network

I think I want to start a beach volleyball league or something. But would anyone be interested?

I need to think of something special to do for my mom on Mother's Day. Being a single mom to twins plus a mom to me has got to be stressful. I want to show how much she's appreciated. But I don't know how or what to do.

My phone tells me it's 2015.

Rosie's not barking at me like I'm a stranger. That's an improvement over the last time this happened.

I hope my mom is going to be home soon, I can't seem to get my infant self and Phoebe from crying. Anything I do is hopeless, now I feel for my mother. I can tell that she isn't doing well at all, she needs help, like I'm getting. Maybe someone to talk to at least, she's cooped up in this apartment all alone with 2 babies. I just want to see my mom going back to her old fun self again.

So I guess this means that I have to grow up and be a man to help out my mom. I know that its still going to take some time, but I'll get through this and I'm going to help my mom get through her heartbreak as well.

I'm bored....anyone want to do anything today?

Well, I'm having pretty much the best week of my life.

Say Cleo, do you want me to come in at all over the weekend? I have to say that being distracted here at work is really helping me out wit things.

I am so happy for my parents right now. I know that Joe is just my stepdad, but I am going to be changing my last name from Grey to Chandler. I will always be a Grey biologically and he's not here. Plus, I've gotten to know Joe and I want to be able to call him my dad now. Things are overwhelming right now, but for the right reasons I believe.

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So, I'm feeling vulnerable and really emotional right now. Seeing my mom and Joe getting married, it made me see what I could have with Grace. I almost started getting angry and thinking about it all over again. Can we meet please? I don't want to end up destroying my home again because of my rage issues.

God dammit, I can't do anything right here anymore. I try to tell my mother I'm not ready to help out with anything baby related and she won't listen to me. I nearly pushed her, but I was able to contain myself. She's going through so much and doesn't need one more problem added on her list and that problem is me.

I'm so glad to be back home. Cambridge was fun and all, but I missed my home here. It's weird looking at myself as a baby though. And I hope that my parents can get the help they need. And knowing it was my fault they are fighting in the first place.

Oh my god! I think my mom is in labor! She just called me and I'm heading over to the apartment now. She says she can't get up and is scared.....I can't help her myself getting her to the hospital.

WHY????? Why does this place have to be so bad to me???? I just got home sometime last week from a brain injury and now I find out that Grace is gone! I don't like this place I want to go back to my time NOW!! Life was good there.

Woah my mom just pulled some paranormal shit! She was eating and had taken a drink from her soda and then she passed out! I freaked and yelled for someone but then this stuff came out of her mouth. After a bit, she was fine. She has soda and ketchup all over her but she's fine.....wow! What was all that?

I welcome all forms of distractions and visitors. Please, this room is suffocating here at the hospital.

Lesson learned....and I think I'll find some safer way to feel adrenaline besides cliff diving. Did I mention that I hate hospitals and have the biggest headache ever!

So I was wondering. Anybody interested in doing teams for sand volleyball? Maybe hold weekly tournaments? We could make the games interesting with having the losing teams having to do something for the winning teams. What do you think?

I guess I need to start being grateful for what I have instead of living in the past and what my life was before I was brought into this timeline. I'm done being angry with my father being sent back. I'm lucky to have some amazing people in my life, my girlfriend, unborn child, my mother and soon to be stepfather and many friends who help me through tough times. I want to say thank you, all your advice is really helping me.

He's gone....I can't believe that he got sent back. I was just starting to trust him again and wanting him to be part of my child's life. You know what, this place BLOWS at times.

I'm wondering, are there any places that are looking for workers? I guess since I am a teenager I should probably get a job.

Okay, so I need some stuff for the nursery in my place. I have no clue on what to do, help please?