This is the last thing I'm saying on here...I'll text or call anyone who actually values me. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make anyone feel bad. I was determined not to apologise for having an opinion but things are out of control. I phrased a question badly. I don't deserve to be lynched. If I did make anyone feel bad, I am truly sorry that was never my intention, I don't want to shame anyone.
A few people here have understood and been great, but that seems to have made things worse for them. I understand that I'm not welcome and I'll try to keep out of everyone's way.