I'm actually not as big of an idiot as I like to pretend to be. Don't get me wrong. I'm not the smartest guy ever and I'm still kind of a loser but I have a purpose and that's what counts. I should be back there making sure the real heroes are safe and sound within their timelines. Fixing temporal anomalies. Since I'm not I should want to go back there. I don't. I don't because he's not there and he never will be again. Part of me died with him. I was going to let an undead version of him kill me. I would've let him rip out my heart if it that new Blue Beetle hadn't shown up